1 00:00:01,043 --> 00:00:04,086 ♪♪ 2 00:00:11,178 --> 00:00:12,179 [Jessi] So, I called you guys here 3 00:00:12,262 --> 00:00:14,848 'cause I feel like we all found out about this Shinia stuff at separate times. 4 00:00:19,353 --> 00:00:20,354 [Layla] What is it? 5 00:00:20,437 --> 00:00:22,814 [Jessi] He hooked up with Jenna and basically almost had sex with her, 6 00:00:22,898 --> 00:00:23,982 like, a couple of weeks ago. 7 00:00:24,316 --> 00:00:25,817 Shut the hell up! 8 00:00:26,318 --> 00:00:29,363 Jenna is the girl that Dakota lied about early on in their relationship. 9 00:00:29,446 --> 00:00:31,949 He was like texting me all day this day he came over to your house. 10 00:00:32,031 --> 00:00:33,992 And he's saying, "Thank you for letting me crash at your house." 11 00:00:34,076 --> 00:00:35,702 And he came over that night to my house 12 00:00:35,786 --> 00:00:37,496 and spent the night and fucked me, so, yeah. 13 00:00:37,579 --> 00:00:39,498 And on top of that, at the pickleball tournament, 14 00:00:39,581 --> 00:00:41,708 Shinia was pouring her heart out to Taylor, 15 00:00:41,792 --> 00:00:45,128 and then, that same night, Shinia goes and sleeps with Taylor's baby daddy. 16 00:00:45,212 --> 00:00:47,130 -Update me. -He got back with his wife. 17 00:00:47,214 --> 00:00:49,883 This is why I can't trust people-- any-- anybody. 18 00:00:50,551 --> 00:00:52,553 Oh, gosh. This is so bad. 19 00:00:52,636 --> 00:00:55,806 If this comes out, it's all gon-- Like, I just feel like it's gonna spiral. 20 00:00:55,889 --> 00:00:57,432 And I also think Dakota wants everything to come out. 21 00:00:57,516 --> 00:00:58,517 [Miranda] He does. 22 00:00:58,600 --> 00:01:01,353 Once again, I'm caught in the middle between two friends 23 00:01:01,436 --> 00:01:03,605 and betrayal going on there. 24 00:01:03,689 --> 00:01:08,193 I have known Shinia for nearly a decade. 25 00:01:08,277 --> 00:01:10,487 Truly, like a ride-or-die type of friendship. 26 00:01:10,571 --> 00:01:15,367 Was this a massive lapse in judgment for her? Absolutely. 27 00:01:15,450 --> 00:01:17,494 But at the end of the day, even though I don't agree with her, 28 00:01:17,578 --> 00:01:19,621 I obviously love and care for her. 29 00:01:20,205 --> 00:01:21,832 [Mayci] She's gonna find out. There's no way she's not. 30 00:01:21,915 --> 00:01:23,458 -Either he's gonna tell her, or we are. -[Jessi] You guys, you guys, 31 00:01:23,542 --> 00:01:25,419 we have your party tomorrow, and we're with her. 32 00:01:25,502 --> 00:01:26,712 How is it not coming out? Like-- 33 00:01:26,795 --> 00:01:28,171 I think the truth will always come out. 34 00:01:28,255 --> 00:01:31,508 And I just feel like if we can possibly cushion her finding out, 35 00:01:31,592 --> 00:01:33,093 I think it possibly could be better. 36 00:01:33,176 --> 00:01:36,013 I think the best person coming from is Shinia for sure. 37 00:01:36,096 --> 00:01:38,307 -I'm actually scared for Shinia. -[Jessi] I am too. 38 00:01:38,390 --> 00:01:40,267 I'm scared for her. She's gonna get eaten up. 39 00:01:40,350 --> 00:01:42,394 Is Shinia going to Sinner Sunday? 40 00:01:42,477 --> 00:01:43,812 -[Jessi] Is she invited? -I mean, I don't know. 41 00:01:43,895 --> 00:01:44,938 I didn't invite her 'cause I'm not-- 42 00:01:45,022 --> 00:01:47,232 -[Jessi] Would she go now that-- -Would that be the time to tell Taylor? 43 00:01:47,316 --> 00:01:48,317 It might be the time. 44 00:01:48,942 --> 00:01:51,403 I think it's a pro to do it while people are around, 45 00:01:51,486 --> 00:01:52,863 'cause then she won't overreact. 46 00:01:52,946 --> 00:01:54,281 -Oh, true. -Oh, yeah. 47 00:01:54,364 --> 00:01:55,991 That actually might be a good idea. 48 00:01:56,074 --> 00:01:57,993 Then we can also explain why we didn't tell her. 49 00:01:58,076 --> 00:02:00,912 Taylor's still in Colorado, but she's coming home soon. 50 00:02:00,996 --> 00:02:02,372 So, with The Bachelorette coming up, 51 00:02:02,456 --> 00:02:05,375 Mayci's Sinner Sunday event, and the main title shoot, 52 00:02:05,459 --> 00:02:07,711 to be honest, this news could really shake her up, 53 00:02:07,794 --> 00:02:09,421 and we have to handle it the right way. 54 00:02:09,504 --> 00:02:11,381 Miranda, you need to ask her if she'll come and tell her tomorrow. 55 00:02:11,465 --> 00:02:12,924 Well, since-- When she called me this morning, 56 00:02:13,008 --> 00:02:15,093 she's like, "I wanna tell Taylor. I feel like she should know." 57 00:02:15,177 --> 00:02:16,720 I was like, "I gotta get going because 58 00:02:16,803 --> 00:02:18,805 "I need to stop by Home Depot and get a bigger shovel 59 00:02:18,889 --> 00:02:21,391 "so I can get a head start on both of your fucking graves. 60 00:02:21,475 --> 00:02:22,517 "You're a dead man, both of you. 61 00:02:22,601 --> 00:02:24,728 You're dead, and there's nothing I can do to save you." 62 00:02:26,355 --> 00:02:27,481 [Jessi groans] 63 00:02:28,815 --> 00:02:29,983 ♪ Come thee saints ♪ 64 00:02:30,067 --> 00:02:32,611 ♪ And come thee sinners ♪ 65 00:02:32,694 --> 00:02:36,365 ♪ Hallelujah ♪ 66 00:02:36,448 --> 00:02:38,659 ♪ Listen up ♪ 67 00:02:38,742 --> 00:02:41,995 ♪ I'm the one you've been dreaming of ♪ 68 00:02:42,079 --> 00:02:45,874 ♪ I've got everything you could ever want ♪ 69 00:02:45,957 --> 00:02:49,378 ♪ Try me and you'll see I'll bring you to your knees ♪ 70 00:02:49,461 --> 00:02:51,672 ♪ Baby, you're gonna believe ♪ 71 00:02:51,755 --> 00:02:54,758 ♪♪ 72 00:02:59,471 --> 00:03:03,016 ♪ Lead us not into temptation ♪ 73 00:03:03,100 --> 00:03:06,728 ♪ Lead us not into temptation ♪ 74 00:03:06,812 --> 00:03:10,399 ♪ Lead us not into temptation ♪ 75 00:03:10,899 --> 00:03:14,528 ♪ Lead us not into temptation ♪ 76 00:03:15,153 --> 00:03:16,488 ♪ Temptation ♪ 77 00:03:19,449 --> 00:03:22,452 [♪ intense music playing] 78 00:03:23,704 --> 00:03:25,247 ♪ I was me, just a girl ♪ 79 00:03:25,330 --> 00:03:26,832 ♪ I ain't never gonna blend in ♪ 80 00:03:27,833 --> 00:03:31,044 I feel like the scooter's more work than a bike. 81 00:03:31,128 --> 00:03:33,797 Well, yeah, it's easier to carry home too when you're tired. 82 00:03:33,880 --> 00:03:35,090 [Taylor] Well, you don't carry it home. 83 00:03:35,173 --> 00:03:37,718 You say, "You brought it, you're gonna carry it home." 84 00:03:37,801 --> 00:03:39,386 [Aspen] They don't listen to me. 85 00:03:39,469 --> 00:03:41,054 I just took this trip to Colorado. 86 00:03:41,138 --> 00:03:42,389 It was healing overall, 87 00:03:42,472 --> 00:03:44,599 helped my mother and I in our relationship. 88 00:03:44,683 --> 00:03:47,060 I think we came back to, like, family and love. 89 00:03:47,144 --> 00:03:49,563 And it's just really giving each other that grace before The Bachelorette 90 00:03:49,646 --> 00:03:52,774 so I can actually go out there and not choose someone that's not for me, 91 00:03:52,858 --> 00:03:54,151 sabotage it, you know? 92 00:03:54,234 --> 00:03:56,528 I really think it'll be good for me. 93 00:03:56,611 --> 00:03:58,280 Obviously, I got married, jumped into-- 94 00:03:58,363 --> 00:03:59,531 The first guy I went out with, 95 00:03:59,614 --> 00:04:01,575 I ended up being in a relationship with, had a baby with. 96 00:04:01,658 --> 00:04:03,285 It's like, I think it's gonna be such a cool experience... 97 00:04:03,368 --> 00:04:04,953 -Yeah. Yeah. -...regardless of the outcome. 98 00:04:05,036 --> 00:04:06,955 Obviously, fingers crossed, it's always good 99 00:04:07,038 --> 00:04:08,623 and, like, you meet your person, 100 00:04:08,707 --> 00:04:10,917 but if not, it could teach you a lot of learning lessons too. 101 00:04:11,001 --> 00:04:15,088 I think it's gonna be something that is gonna change your life. 102 00:04:15,172 --> 00:04:17,883 After all-- everything that you've been through 103 00:04:17,966 --> 00:04:20,761 and all the pain and suffering that you've been through, 104 00:04:20,844 --> 00:04:22,721 I think it's something that you deserve. 105 00:04:22,804 --> 00:04:25,932 I-- I don't know. I'm like, "Why do I get this opportunity 106 00:04:26,016 --> 00:04:28,935 "out of, like, any-- like, all the girls that want this? 107 00:04:29,436 --> 00:04:32,314 Like, I come with so much baggage. Like, who's gonna want me?" 108 00:04:32,397 --> 00:04:35,275 'Cause I do feel, like, a lot of guilt all the time for that. 109 00:04:35,358 --> 00:04:37,402 Just because you come with some baggage-- 110 00:04:37,486 --> 00:04:38,487 Some? 111 00:04:39,321 --> 00:04:41,490 You do have, like, a lot of amazing qualities, 112 00:04:41,573 --> 00:04:44,326 and someone's gonna see that, and they're gonna want that. 113 00:04:44,409 --> 00:04:46,661 [Liann] Look at all the people that follow her. 114 00:04:46,745 --> 00:04:51,041 Millions of followers don't follow you because you're this horrible person. 115 00:04:51,374 --> 00:04:54,377 Like, you need to give yourself credit. 116 00:04:54,795 --> 00:04:56,338 When somebody is looking for love 117 00:04:56,421 --> 00:04:58,632 -and they're looking for that wife... -Mm-hmm. 118 00:04:58,715 --> 00:05:01,051 ...to-- to me, I would think that they-- that's what they're looking for. 119 00:05:01,134 --> 00:05:03,011 -That quality of a mother. -[Aspen] Yeah. 120 00:05:03,094 --> 00:05:04,429 And to me, you're the best mom. 121 00:05:04,513 --> 00:05:06,681 -[Aspen] There are good guys out there. -Yeah. 122 00:05:06,765 --> 00:05:10,101 -They're not like Mr. D-Bag. -They're not all horrible. I know. 123 00:05:10,185 --> 00:05:12,187 Sometimes you have to go through things, 124 00:05:12,270 --> 00:05:16,608 and things happen for a reason, for you to end up somewhere much higher. 125 00:05:16,691 --> 00:05:18,568 -[Aspen] Mm-hmm. -Yeah. 126 00:05:19,152 --> 00:05:21,446 I think it's time for you to choose, Taylor. 127 00:05:23,490 --> 00:05:24,491 Yeah. 128 00:05:24,574 --> 00:05:27,577 [♪ upbeat music playing] 129 00:05:36,670 --> 00:05:38,296 [Jen] Do I look exhausted to you? 130 00:05:38,797 --> 00:05:40,632 [Zac] Yes, you look very exhausted. 131 00:05:40,715 --> 00:05:43,760 I've been rehearsing nonstop with Dancing with the Stars 132 00:05:43,844 --> 00:05:46,054 and working my ass off. 133 00:05:46,137 --> 00:05:49,724 And I also have to fly this week to Utah for our main title shoot. 134 00:05:49,808 --> 00:05:53,353 So it's nice that Zac and I get to decompress, catch up, 135 00:05:53,436 --> 00:05:54,604 and spend time together. 136 00:05:55,814 --> 00:05:57,566 It does feel really good in here. 137 00:05:58,316 --> 00:06:01,570 How are you feeling about the contestants and the whole-- everyone? 138 00:06:01,653 --> 00:06:02,863 Oh, I love the cast. 139 00:06:02,946 --> 00:06:04,072 The cast is awesome. 140 00:06:04,155 --> 00:06:06,825 I feel like I've equally gotten close to everyone. 141 00:06:06,908 --> 00:06:09,077 The pros have been so helpful. 142 00:06:09,160 --> 00:06:10,287 Yeah, it's been awesome. 143 00:06:10,370 --> 00:06:13,206 How do you feel like you-- like, your relationship with Whitney's improved, 144 00:06:13,290 --> 00:06:15,125 or where do you feel like that's at? 145 00:06:16,167 --> 00:06:19,462 No, if anything, I feel like we've got-- we've become more distant. 146 00:06:22,007 --> 00:06:25,176 [Conner grunting, chuckling] 147 00:06:27,095 --> 00:06:28,638 [Whitney] I have like 30 minutes. 148 00:06:28,722 --> 00:06:29,973 -Okay. -[Whitney] Then I have to leave again. 149 00:06:30,056 --> 00:06:31,308 All right, no problem. 150 00:06:31,892 --> 00:06:33,435 -[Whitney sighs] -[Conner] Well, how was your day? 151 00:06:34,102 --> 00:06:35,604 I just had a really bad camera block day. 152 00:06:35,687 --> 00:06:37,230 Like, it was a horrible day. 153 00:06:37,314 --> 00:06:39,482 And Mark and I were talking in the hallway, 154 00:06:39,566 --> 00:06:42,444 I was just letting out all my emotions, and Jen walked out 155 00:06:43,153 --> 00:06:46,281 and was like, "Hey, are people talking shit about you on social media?" 156 00:06:46,364 --> 00:06:49,701 I'm like, "That's not why I'm crying. But, thanks?" 157 00:06:49,784 --> 00:06:50,869 [Conner] Oh, man. 158 00:06:50,952 --> 00:06:52,787 [Whitney] I did not think I was even gonna be making it 159 00:06:52,871 --> 00:06:56,541 this far through the competition, which is crazy. 160 00:06:56,625 --> 00:06:57,876 But it can be very hard 161 00:06:57,959 --> 00:07:01,254 because you're seeing the comments and stuff online. 162 00:07:01,338 --> 00:07:05,050 For me, it can be very emotionally taxing. 163 00:07:05,133 --> 00:07:08,511 I just want you to say, "Hey, like, I'm here for you." 164 00:07:09,012 --> 00:07:10,764 -[Conner] What do you need? Yeah. -"What can-- What can I do?" 165 00:07:10,847 --> 00:07:14,309 Her hyping me up in the background saying, "Vote for Jen," 166 00:07:14,392 --> 00:07:17,479 -when she never reaches out, is never-- -[Zac] Well, it's rude that she doesn't... 167 00:07:17,562 --> 00:07:19,064 -call you or text you all week... -[Jen] Yes. 168 00:07:19,147 --> 00:07:22,442 ...and then, when the cameras are on and millions of people are watching, 169 00:07:22,525 --> 00:07:24,694 suddenly, she's your-- your biggest fan. 170 00:07:24,778 --> 00:07:26,529 - That-- That bothers me. -[Jen] It just-- 171 00:07:26,613 --> 00:07:30,408 I was expecting that our friendship was gonna grow through this process, 172 00:07:30,492 --> 00:07:33,161 but we haven't talked to each other throughout Dancing with the Stars. 173 00:07:33,244 --> 00:07:36,373 Like, there hasn't really been any relationship. 174 00:07:36,456 --> 00:07:37,666 I mean, we barely talk. 175 00:07:37,749 --> 00:07:38,917 [Zac] I don't know if I told you this, 176 00:07:39,000 --> 00:07:41,169 but when I went out and took the kids out with Conner, 177 00:07:41,252 --> 00:07:43,421 I don't know if you've heard, but Whitney got offered... 178 00:07:43,505 --> 00:07:44,965 a spot on Broadway. 179 00:07:45,048 --> 00:07:47,550 ♪♪ 180 00:07:47,634 --> 00:07:50,804 Yeah, on Chicago, I think, to be the-- the main character, 181 00:07:50,887 --> 00:07:52,138 like, the leading role. 182 00:07:52,222 --> 00:07:55,392 So, I think she's planning on moving out there come January. 183 00:07:55,475 --> 00:07:58,603 Dang! If she can't be the main character of MomTok, 184 00:07:58,687 --> 00:08:01,648 she'll be the main character for Broadway. It's perfect. 185 00:08:04,818 --> 00:08:07,946 ♪♪ 186 00:08:08,029 --> 00:08:12,242 ♪ I knew you would come around sooner or later ♪ 187 00:08:12,325 --> 00:08:15,829 ♪ I knew one day that our hearts would collide ♪ 188 00:08:15,912 --> 00:08:18,915 ♪♪ 189 00:08:22,377 --> 00:08:25,588 ♪ I knew one day that our hearts would collide ♪ 190 00:08:25,672 --> 00:08:27,340 -[Jordan] Hey. -Hi. What's up? 191 00:08:27,424 --> 00:08:29,175 [sighs] Just got done working out. 192 00:08:29,259 --> 00:08:30,927 [Jessi] Nice. You wanna help me? 193 00:08:31,594 --> 00:08:32,679 [Jordan] Yes. 194 00:08:32,762 --> 00:08:34,681 I don't realize until I see you next to the bedding 195 00:08:34,764 --> 00:08:36,850 that this is really pink. [laughs] 196 00:08:36,933 --> 00:08:38,268 Yeah, it's pretty pink. 197 00:08:38,601 --> 00:08:40,562 I feel like the LDS upbringing I had 198 00:08:40,645 --> 00:08:43,356 does make it a lot easier to sweep things under the rug 199 00:08:43,440 --> 00:08:45,859 and just pretend that things are good when they're not. 200 00:08:46,276 --> 00:08:48,361 Jordan and I are still struggling a bit, 201 00:08:48,445 --> 00:08:50,697 but I don't think I'm ready to take the next step 202 00:08:50,780 --> 00:08:52,949 of, like, filing for divorce at this point. 203 00:08:53,033 --> 00:08:55,618 But I definitely wonder, "Okay, what are the repercussions? 204 00:08:55,702 --> 00:08:59,039 I have to be smart about this for my kids and my future and my business." 205 00:08:59,122 --> 00:09:02,167 Well, LADYWORLD was fun. I'm sad you weren't there. 206 00:09:02,500 --> 00:09:05,086 Oh, but I didn't tell you what they announced me as. 207 00:09:05,170 --> 00:09:09,549 When they announced me and I came out, she said, "Jessi Nasty-kaura." 208 00:09:10,967 --> 00:09:12,177 That's hilarious. 209 00:09:13,720 --> 00:09:15,847 It's funny but it's also, like, hard for me 210 00:09:15,930 --> 00:09:17,807 'cause I feel like, in this industry, 211 00:09:17,891 --> 00:09:19,851 having a name that's easy, like, makes sense. 212 00:09:19,934 --> 00:09:21,436 Like, Taylor Paul, that rolls off your tongue. 213 00:09:21,519 --> 00:09:22,520 You remember it. 214 00:09:22,604 --> 00:09:24,564 Yeah, when Taylor gets married, she'll change her name. 215 00:09:24,647 --> 00:09:26,357 No. That's her ex-husband's last name. 216 00:09:26,441 --> 00:09:29,944 She's keeping it 'cause she has been Taylor Paul since she had a following. 217 00:09:32,030 --> 00:09:34,240 [sighs] The reason I wanted to talk about that 218 00:09:34,324 --> 00:09:35,867 is because I-- I told you this before 219 00:09:35,950 --> 00:09:38,286 that I do feel like going by Draper would be better. 220 00:09:39,287 --> 00:09:41,915 I'm not trying to do it to hurt you. It's not a dig at you. 221 00:09:41,998 --> 00:09:43,958 -It's really just about the name. -You're not vindictive, 222 00:09:44,042 --> 00:09:45,460 but I do think you're selfish. 223 00:09:46,294 --> 00:09:47,587 That's great. 224 00:09:48,171 --> 00:09:49,964 -You're being condescending. -It's just the way I feel. 225 00:09:50,048 --> 00:09:51,633 -It's not condescending. -That's fine. Okay. All right. 226 00:09:51,716 --> 00:09:53,551 It's just genuinely the way that I feel. 227 00:09:53,635 --> 00:09:55,929 If I was condescending, I would say other things. 228 00:09:56,679 --> 00:09:57,764 That's what scares me, is I feel like 229 00:09:57,847 --> 00:09:59,641 it's always under the surface, like, the stuff you wanna say 230 00:09:59,724 --> 00:10:01,017 and you're just not 'cause you know you can't. 231 00:10:01,101 --> 00:10:02,852 No, 'cause that's not who I am anymore, and I've proven that. 232 00:10:02,936 --> 00:10:07,148 A lot of my issues coordinate with you making decisions that are selfish. 233 00:10:07,482 --> 00:10:08,942 [Jessi] You know, deep down, I think we both know 234 00:10:09,025 --> 00:10:12,320 that going by my maiden name, Draper, gives me freedom again, 235 00:10:12,403 --> 00:10:15,240 which I feel like I haven't had in a long time. 236 00:10:15,323 --> 00:10:17,075 If I start going by Draper now, 237 00:10:17,158 --> 00:10:19,077 if we did get divorced in the future, 238 00:10:19,160 --> 00:10:21,412 it wouldn't be a huge change for my career. 239 00:10:21,496 --> 00:10:25,041 So, I do just kinda feel like it's the safest thing to do right now. 240 00:10:25,125 --> 00:10:28,336 It feels selfish. And that's okay. You told me it was selfish yourself. 241 00:10:28,419 --> 00:10:32,006 [♪ dramatic music playing] 242 00:10:33,883 --> 00:10:35,301 ♪♪ 243 00:10:35,385 --> 00:10:37,595 ♪ You want it, I got it ♪ 244 00:10:38,179 --> 00:10:39,848 ♪ Sit back, get ready for it ♪ 245 00:10:40,473 --> 00:10:42,892 ♪ La, la, la, la-la, la, la, la, la-la ♪ 246 00:10:42,976 --> 00:10:44,102 ♪ Get ready for it ♪ 247 00:10:44,185 --> 00:10:46,938 ♪ La, la, la, la-la, la, la, la, la-la ♪ 248 00:10:47,021 --> 00:10:48,523 [Mayci] You ready to hit some balls? 249 00:10:48,606 --> 00:10:50,483 [Mikayla] I sure am. Ready to whoop your a-- 250 00:10:50,567 --> 00:10:52,735 -Oh! Did I just hit the curb? -[Mayci] Oh! You did hit the curb. 251 00:10:52,819 --> 00:10:54,571 -[Mikayla] Oh, well, it's fine. -[Mayci] It's fine. 252 00:10:54,654 --> 00:10:56,364 My Sinner Sunday event is tonight. 253 00:10:56,447 --> 00:10:58,783 And honestly, my stress levels are at an all-time high, 254 00:10:58,867 --> 00:11:00,618 because I know that Shinia is coming 255 00:11:00,702 --> 00:11:03,663 and she's about to confess her wrongdoing with Dakota. 256 00:11:03,746 --> 00:11:05,832 So, I definitely need to blow off some steam. 257 00:11:05,915 --> 00:11:07,542 So, I'm taking a little tennis lesson. 258 00:11:07,625 --> 00:11:10,545 I thought it would be fun for us to just, you know, hit some balls 259 00:11:10,628 --> 00:11:12,589 and... grunt a little bit. 260 00:11:12,672 --> 00:11:14,007 [laughs] I'm just kidding. 261 00:11:14,591 --> 00:11:16,509 [♪ upbeat music playing] 262 00:11:16,593 --> 00:11:18,928 -Oh, hi, Danny. Danny's here. -Let's go, cougs! 263 00:11:19,012 --> 00:11:20,513 -[Mikayla] Did he call us cougs? -Cougars. 264 00:11:20,597 --> 00:11:21,681 -Oh, coug-- -You're a cougar now too. 265 00:11:21,764 --> 00:11:22,849 All right. 266 00:11:22,932 --> 00:11:26,394 Now that I have been kind of far removed from tennis for the last seven years, 267 00:11:26,477 --> 00:11:28,730 I kind of stopped once my college career ended, 268 00:11:28,813 --> 00:11:30,106 and I honestly miss it so much. 269 00:11:30,190 --> 00:11:32,609 -My Prime is here. -[Jacob] Yeah. No way. 270 00:11:32,692 --> 00:11:34,027 [Mayci] You don't even know what I got. 271 00:11:34,110 --> 00:11:37,322 This is the start of my new career, all right? 272 00:11:37,405 --> 00:11:38,781 Are you ready for this? 273 00:11:38,865 --> 00:11:41,075 -Tell me. -Prepare to be amazed. 274 00:11:41,159 --> 00:11:43,745 -All right. -And it came so fast. 275 00:11:43,828 --> 00:11:46,748 -[Jacob] Tennis gear! -It's time for my tennis career 276 00:11:46,831 --> 00:11:48,374 to take off once again. 277 00:11:49,125 --> 00:11:50,793 -Are you gonna start playing again? -Yeah. 278 00:11:50,877 --> 00:11:51,878 [Danny] There we go. 279 00:11:52,712 --> 00:11:55,798 [♪ upbeat music playing] 280 00:11:56,216 --> 00:11:57,383 Oh, you're there. 281 00:11:57,467 --> 00:11:58,468 -Ah! -Ah! 282 00:11:58,551 --> 00:11:59,969 -Give me another. -[Danny] Yep. 283 00:12:00,053 --> 00:12:01,638 -You're doing great. -[Mayci] Thank you. 284 00:12:02,305 --> 00:12:03,598 -There we go. -There we go. 285 00:12:03,681 --> 00:12:04,682 [Mayci] There she is. 286 00:12:06,643 --> 00:12:08,478 How does it feel to be back out here? 287 00:12:08,561 --> 00:12:10,438 Feels good, but I feel like I'm in slow motion. 288 00:12:10,521 --> 00:12:12,857 -Did I tell you I'm back to therapy? -[Mayci] You did? 289 00:12:12,941 --> 00:12:14,984 [Mikayla] Well, we did like a couples therapy thing. 290 00:12:15,068 --> 00:12:17,111 -[Mayci] How was that? -I mean, it was fine. 291 00:12:17,195 --> 00:12:18,321 [Mikayla] I feel like I just-- 292 00:12:18,404 --> 00:12:21,241 I feel like I'm at a point where, like, when I get really angry, 293 00:12:21,324 --> 00:12:23,326 I'm like, "Okay, fine, then go have sex with someone. 294 00:12:23,409 --> 00:12:24,702 Like, leave me alone," almost. 295 00:12:24,786 --> 00:12:27,288 -Mikayla. -No, like, actually, like, I'm like-- 296 00:12:27,372 --> 00:12:30,458 I feel like I'm working on so many different things outside of just sex, 297 00:12:30,541 --> 00:12:32,252 and I know that obviously, he can't just be like, 298 00:12:32,335 --> 00:12:33,795 "Okay, well, we can just go without that." 299 00:12:33,878 --> 00:12:35,672 We both get to a point where we feel really helpless about it, 300 00:12:35,755 --> 00:12:38,341 'cause he's like, "I feel like you don't have the motivation to do it." 301 00:12:38,424 --> 00:12:40,843 And I'm like, "I don't think I have the motivation to do it right now, 302 00:12:40,927 --> 00:12:43,429 'cause I know that it's really hard to work through." 303 00:12:43,513 --> 00:12:46,057 Jace and I haven't made really any progress 304 00:12:46,140 --> 00:12:48,851 as far as our intimacy in our sex life goes. 305 00:12:48,935 --> 00:12:52,105 I'm obviously very attracted to Jace, and I wanna be married to him. 306 00:12:52,188 --> 00:12:55,566 It makes me sad that I'm not able to meet his needs, 307 00:12:55,650 --> 00:12:58,945 and I know that there's only so long that he can be patient with me for. 308 00:13:00,488 --> 00:13:02,156 [line ringing] 309 00:13:03,700 --> 00:13:06,369 [Jace] Hey! There he is! 310 00:13:06,452 --> 00:13:07,996 What's up, my guy? 311 00:13:08,496 --> 00:13:09,872 How are you doing? 312 00:13:10,540 --> 00:13:11,749 [Conner] I'm not bad. How are you? 313 00:13:11,833 --> 00:13:15,920 So, I just wanted to, um, get your advice. 314 00:13:16,004 --> 00:13:17,547 It's between Mikayla and I. 315 00:13:17,630 --> 00:13:20,383 We're still kind of dealing with the same struggles 316 00:13:20,466 --> 00:13:22,427 that we've been dealing with for a long time, 317 00:13:22,510 --> 00:13:24,637 the intimacy side of our relationship. 318 00:13:24,721 --> 00:13:27,265 It feels like we both kind of feel like we're stuck. 319 00:13:27,598 --> 00:13:30,435 I mean, yeah, man, that's a scary thing to be in right now. 320 00:13:30,518 --> 00:13:32,145 And I feel for you. 321 00:13:32,228 --> 00:13:34,647 Kissing is harder for me than sex, 322 00:13:34,731 --> 00:13:36,107 'cause I think kissing is more intimate for me, 323 00:13:36,190 --> 00:13:37,692 and I obviously have triggers with kissing. 324 00:13:37,775 --> 00:13:41,529 Sometimes I'll go through the day, and I'm-- I'm holding down the fort-- 325 00:13:41,612 --> 00:13:43,906 Like you, I'm holding down the fort at home. 326 00:13:43,990 --> 00:13:45,700 And then also, we just had this newborn. 327 00:13:45,783 --> 00:13:46,909 I'm doing everything I can. 328 00:13:46,993 --> 00:13:48,411 Sometimes, when Mikayla will come home 329 00:13:48,494 --> 00:13:53,082 and she'll want for me, then, to start taking care of her, 330 00:13:53,166 --> 00:13:54,834 which I want to do, 331 00:13:54,917 --> 00:13:59,297 but I need to-- to take care of my needs also. 332 00:13:59,380 --> 00:14:02,717 But also, it's not fair for me if I'm not feeling like working on it, 333 00:14:02,800 --> 00:14:05,636 to keep dragging it along like, "Yeah, I'm gonna work on it eventually--" 334 00:14:05,720 --> 00:14:07,930 What would you do then? Like, just separate? 335 00:14:08,014 --> 00:14:09,891 [groans] I don't know. 336 00:14:10,391 --> 00:14:12,560 [Conner] What are you wanting? What do you want, man? 337 00:14:15,396 --> 00:14:20,151 Uh-- [sobbing] 338 00:14:25,365 --> 00:14:26,366 I'm sorry. 339 00:14:26,449 --> 00:14:29,786 [♪ dramatic music playing] 340 00:14:31,913 --> 00:14:35,249 More than anything, and more than, like, the actual sex, 341 00:14:35,333 --> 00:14:39,962 I just wanna feel like I can connect with my wife again. 342 00:14:40,463 --> 00:14:41,464 Yeah. 343 00:14:42,215 --> 00:14:44,258 And I wanna feel, um... 344 00:14:44,342 --> 00:14:46,135 I wanna feel loved by my wife. 345 00:14:48,179 --> 00:14:51,057 That's gotta feel incredibly lonely and isolating. 346 00:14:51,891 --> 00:14:52,892 [crying] We're stuck in this place 347 00:14:52,975 --> 00:14:55,186 that we've been stuck in for like four years. 348 00:14:56,813 --> 00:14:59,565 Should I just go away from the house for a couple of weeks 349 00:14:59,649 --> 00:15:03,403 and not have the pressures of trying to fix the intimacy issues right now? 350 00:15:03,486 --> 00:15:05,154 But I have this baby. 351 00:15:05,238 --> 00:15:07,490 I wanna focus on being the best mom for her 352 00:15:07,573 --> 00:15:09,534 and being the best wife. 353 00:15:09,617 --> 00:15:12,161 But I'm also lost because I don't know how to handle it. 354 00:15:12,245 --> 00:15:14,914 And part of me is like, I wanna be done, but I also know I don't wanna be done. 355 00:15:14,997 --> 00:15:17,417 So, I'm like, what do I do? I don't know. I don't know. 356 00:15:17,500 --> 00:15:20,503 [♪ dramatic music playing] 357 00:15:26,426 --> 00:15:30,054 [♪ upbeat, dramatic music playing] 358 00:15:32,765 --> 00:15:35,143 [line ringing] 359 00:15:36,352 --> 00:15:37,353 [Miranda] Hello? 360 00:15:37,437 --> 00:15:38,563 -[Taylor] Hi. -[Miranda] Hi. 361 00:15:38,646 --> 00:15:40,857 [Taylor] I'm gonna ask you one time, how long have you known? 362 00:15:42,942 --> 00:15:46,112 I took this trip to Colorado. It was healing. I was feeling better. 363 00:15:46,195 --> 00:15:49,407 She's such a slut-bag hoe to me. I almost thought it was a joke. 364 00:15:49,490 --> 00:15:51,993 I thought it was a joke 'cause I'm gonna fucking ruin her! 365 00:15:52,076 --> 00:15:53,369 Dakota and I were texting, 366 00:15:53,453 --> 00:15:55,580 and I find out that Dakota's sleeping with Shinia. 367 00:15:55,663 --> 00:15:58,166 I'm sorry, I don't even care what this does to me. 368 00:15:58,249 --> 00:16:01,586 I-- I act on impulse, unfortunately, so I don't give a fuck! 369 00:16:01,669 --> 00:16:03,838 After he told me everything, I was like, "It's all on purpose." 370 00:16:03,921 --> 00:16:05,756 It's not like he's trying to go out and move on. 371 00:16:05,840 --> 00:16:09,010 It's who it is to get at me, and it's disgusting again, 372 00:16:09,093 --> 00:16:11,053 and it takes me back again. 373 00:16:11,554 --> 00:16:15,099 It's fucking gross. You have to admit. You have to admit! I haven't-- 374 00:16:15,183 --> 00:16:17,810 [Miranda] I-- I-- I couldn't-- I could not agree more with you. 375 00:16:17,894 --> 00:16:19,187 And she knows that, and I've said that to her. 376 00:16:19,270 --> 00:16:21,314 -Then why did she do it? -[Miranda] I wish I knew. 377 00:16:23,149 --> 00:16:24,150 [groans] 378 00:16:25,443 --> 00:16:26,444 And I'm sorry. 379 00:16:27,361 --> 00:16:28,362 For what? 380 00:16:29,071 --> 00:16:31,324 [Miranda] That I didn't say anything sooner, 381 00:16:31,407 --> 00:16:32,492 but I also... 382 00:16:33,493 --> 00:16:35,953 Well, so you guys all left it to Dakota to tell me. 383 00:16:36,579 --> 00:16:37,580 [scoffs] 384 00:16:38,206 --> 00:16:39,582 Right before I leave. 385 00:16:39,665 --> 00:16:42,335 I thought there's maybe loyalty on MomTok, 386 00:16:42,418 --> 00:16:44,587 and like, to me, it's the sneakiness of it. 387 00:16:44,670 --> 00:16:46,839 If you know you're sneaking it, that means you know how bad it is. 388 00:16:46,923 --> 00:16:52,637 I cannot believe that MomTok would protect Shinia, a snake, over me. 389 00:16:52,720 --> 00:16:53,721 Is she going tonight? 390 00:16:56,057 --> 00:16:57,683 [chuckles] I guarantee she doesn't show up. 391 00:16:57,767 --> 00:16:59,185 I will fucking call you out. 392 00:16:59,268 --> 00:17:02,188 So, just letting you know. Cap? Yeah, be ready for it. 393 00:17:02,271 --> 00:17:05,733 I'm gonna have to have a discussion with all my fucking so-called friends, 394 00:17:05,816 --> 00:17:09,612 because this is what I-- I fucking found out from him. [scoffs] 395 00:17:11,405 --> 00:17:12,615 And all my friends knew. 396 00:17:12,698 --> 00:17:14,825 And I don't wanna fucking hear, "We knew you were going to Bachelorette. 397 00:17:14,909 --> 00:17:17,370 We didn't wanna hurt your feelings." You guys fucking knew I would know! 398 00:17:17,453 --> 00:17:19,455 [chuckles] You knew that-- You guys all knew. You're not-- 399 00:17:19,539 --> 00:17:22,250 You gotta be smarter than that. I-- I'm sure you guys are. 400 00:17:23,417 --> 00:17:26,462 [Miranda] I also don't-- I don't think I knew Dakota the way that you do. 401 00:17:26,546 --> 00:17:30,841 And I genuinely thought that he would-- would-- would want to keep it under wraps. 402 00:17:30,925 --> 00:17:33,177 And then, to know that he didn't, and you wanted-- 403 00:17:33,261 --> 00:17:35,888 [Taylor] But this is your nasty ass-hoe friend. 404 00:17:36,806 --> 00:17:39,058 [Miranda] Yeah, and I'm not-- I'm also pissed at her. 405 00:17:39,141 --> 00:17:43,312 Taylor and I have both worked really hard to rebuild our friendship. 406 00:17:43,396 --> 00:17:47,483 It would be so beyond disappointing 407 00:17:47,567 --> 00:17:53,364 if a man were to be the downfall of us once again. 408 00:17:53,698 --> 00:17:54,824 I hate her. 409 00:17:54,907 --> 00:17:56,242 And so, right now, I'm very busy 410 00:17:56,325 --> 00:17:59,036 'cause I gotta edit some videos 'cause I fucking hate her. 411 00:18:00,204 --> 00:18:03,332 ♪♪ 412 00:18:13,676 --> 00:18:17,346 ♪♪ 413 00:18:19,724 --> 00:18:21,475 -[Mayci] Hi. -[woman] Hi. 414 00:18:22,602 --> 00:18:24,186 [sighs] They're all lining out there? 415 00:18:25,646 --> 00:18:27,690 Oh, my goodness! Lucky me! 416 00:18:28,024 --> 00:18:29,066 They're all ready to sin? 417 00:18:30,693 --> 00:18:33,070 Sinner Sunday is basically a page 418 00:18:33,154 --> 00:18:35,740 where people can anonymously confess their sins, 419 00:18:35,823 --> 00:18:38,034 and it gets very juicy. 420 00:18:38,117 --> 00:18:40,995 And so, this event is gonna be really fun because it's my sinner community 421 00:18:41,078 --> 00:18:43,289 coming out to just have a fun time. 422 00:18:43,372 --> 00:18:45,625 -It is her. I'm like, it has to be Jessi. -[Jessi] Hello! I'm here. 423 00:18:45,708 --> 00:18:48,836 -Your hair looks so good. Did you cut it? -[Jessi] Thank you. I did. 424 00:18:48,919 --> 00:18:50,504 What kind of a makeup look are you doing? 425 00:18:50,588 --> 00:18:52,381 [Mayci] I like the one from the picture I sent you. 426 00:18:52,465 --> 00:18:54,508 [Jessi] I'm so excited. That's gonna look so good. 427 00:18:54,592 --> 00:18:56,677 [Mayci] Yeah, like a little dramatic, you know? 428 00:18:56,761 --> 00:18:59,680 [phone chiming repeatedly] 429 00:18:59,764 --> 00:19:01,807 -[Jessi] Are you kidding? -[Mayci] What? 430 00:19:03,184 --> 00:19:05,436 Miranda just texted and said, "Just got off the phone with Taylor. 431 00:19:05,519 --> 00:19:07,355 She hates all of us for not telling her." 432 00:19:08,064 --> 00:19:09,148 Are you serious? 433 00:19:11,525 --> 00:19:13,986 That's so unfair when we're all just trying to look out for her 434 00:19:14,070 --> 00:19:15,738 not being a mental patient 435 00:19:15,821 --> 00:19:17,490 and not being able to go to The Bachelorette because of it. 436 00:19:18,199 --> 00:19:20,242 -Taylor just called me. -[Mayci] Shit. 437 00:19:20,576 --> 00:19:22,370 -Okay. -[Mayci] Just call her back. 438 00:19:22,453 --> 00:19:24,413 -[whispering indistinctly] -[line ringing] 439 00:19:24,497 --> 00:19:25,831 I'll talk to her. 440 00:19:25,915 --> 00:19:28,042 -[Taylor] Hi. -Hey, how are you? 441 00:19:28,125 --> 00:19:29,377 [Taylor] Uh, horrible. What's up? 442 00:19:29,460 --> 00:19:31,420 [Jessi] Um, so, I just want you to know 443 00:19:31,504 --> 00:19:35,049 that the rest of us found out about this just recently, and-- 444 00:19:35,132 --> 00:19:36,676 -[Taylor] Yeah, I heard. -I know. 445 00:19:36,759 --> 00:19:40,638 Um, I just want you to know that we just weren't gonna tell you quite yet 446 00:19:40,721 --> 00:19:42,765 just 'cause we didn't want your mental state to be-- 447 00:19:42,848 --> 00:19:44,308 [Taylor] It's fine. My mental state's fucked now. 448 00:19:44,392 --> 00:19:46,977 - So what does everyone wanna say now? -I know. Taylor, you need to understand 449 00:19:47,061 --> 00:19:48,437 that we've been nothing but good friends to you, 450 00:19:48,521 --> 00:19:50,773 and I'm trying to be there for you. Will you please not be like that? 451 00:19:50,856 --> 00:19:52,692 -[Taylor] Go for it. -[Jessi] Okay. 452 00:19:52,775 --> 00:19:55,277 There is something else Dakota's done that you need to know about. 453 00:19:55,903 --> 00:19:57,363 -Okay. -[Jessi] But I feel-- [sighs] 454 00:19:57,446 --> 00:19:59,824 - I mean, are you coming tonight? -Just-- Can you just say it? 455 00:19:59,907 --> 00:20:01,992 I'm tired of being tortured at this point. Can you just say it? 456 00:20:02,076 --> 00:20:03,077 Okay. 457 00:20:04,745 --> 00:20:07,248 He hooked up with Jenna and basically almost had sex with her, 458 00:20:07,331 --> 00:20:09,166 like, a couple of weeks ago. 459 00:20:09,250 --> 00:20:10,376 Okay. 460 00:20:10,459 --> 00:20:13,671 [Jessi] So, he's a piece of shit, and I hope you really see that. 461 00:20:13,754 --> 00:20:16,257 And I found out about this a day ago. 462 00:20:16,340 --> 00:20:17,758 And it was after the Shinia stuff, 463 00:20:17,842 --> 00:20:19,468 and I was like, "Yeah, I'm not hiding this from Taylor." 464 00:20:19,552 --> 00:20:21,554 Like, he's a piece of crap, so... 465 00:20:21,637 --> 00:20:23,389 You deserve to know that. That's why I'm telling you. 466 00:20:25,182 --> 00:20:27,226 -'Kay. Thank you for telling me. -[Jessi] I'm sorry. 467 00:20:27,309 --> 00:20:29,520 No, it's fine, I'm gonna fucking light 'em all up. 468 00:20:32,732 --> 00:20:34,650 And it's coming for fuckin' Jenna too! 469 00:20:34,734 --> 00:20:37,987 Jenna, she tried multiple times to get me on her podcast, 470 00:20:38,070 --> 00:20:42,199 begging me and, like, trying to help me, and then does that behind my back. 471 00:20:42,283 --> 00:20:44,535 It's... disgusting, really. 472 00:20:45,202 --> 00:20:48,330 The fuck is wrong with people? They also look so stupid, too. 473 00:20:48,414 --> 00:20:49,623 [Mayci] Your feelings are valid. 474 00:20:49,707 --> 00:20:51,000 [Taylor] I know! I know that they're valid, 475 00:20:51,083 --> 00:20:52,877 and I-- I have every right to call her out. 476 00:20:52,960 --> 00:20:54,879 No. Taylor, Dakota's a piece of shit for doing this. 477 00:20:54,962 --> 00:20:56,338 Screw Dakota then! We're not talking about Dakota. 478 00:20:56,422 --> 00:20:58,549 We're talking about the bitch. I already posted about Shinia. 479 00:20:58,632 --> 00:21:00,676 I just did a video with her, little-- fucking little snake. 480 00:21:00,760 --> 00:21:02,219 [Jessi] But I don't want you to compromise your-- 481 00:21:02,303 --> 00:21:04,764 Oh, I'm gonna call out-- I don't give a fuck about Dakota! 482 00:21:04,847 --> 00:21:07,892 I'm calling out the stupid dumbass bitches about her stupid-- 483 00:21:07,975 --> 00:21:10,269 This is stemming from the pain of Dakota. 484 00:21:10,352 --> 00:21:12,563 -You wouldn't care if-- -I'm gonna fucking fuck them up! 485 00:21:12,646 --> 00:21:13,689 Yes, I am! 486 00:21:13,773 --> 00:21:18,319 I come back to this bullshit again about who the mother-effing girl is, 487 00:21:18,402 --> 00:21:21,655 and it's disgusting, 'cause there's so much history, emotion. 488 00:21:21,739 --> 00:21:23,073 It's just like, "Oh, here we go again." 489 00:21:24,408 --> 00:21:28,162 I just-- Yeah, I wanna let it go, 'cause, like, I'm just suffering. 490 00:21:28,245 --> 00:21:30,664 Like, I'm suffering 'cause I resist letting it go. 491 00:21:30,748 --> 00:21:34,251 Obviously, it controls my decisions and my emotions, and I'm just tired. 492 00:21:34,335 --> 00:21:35,836 I'm like physically exhausted. 493 00:21:35,920 --> 00:21:36,962 [Jessi] Take a night, I get that. 494 00:21:37,046 --> 00:21:39,215 But don't let this ruin The Bachelorette for you. 495 00:21:39,298 --> 00:21:41,342 That'll be the biggest regret you ever do, 496 00:21:41,425 --> 00:21:44,261 because you know you're not gonna be with him ever again. You've said that. 497 00:21:44,345 --> 00:21:45,805 We all want this for you, Taylor. 498 00:21:45,888 --> 00:21:47,848 Like, we all want you to move on and be happy. 499 00:21:47,932 --> 00:21:49,391 [Taylor] Yeah. I know. I hear you guys. Um... 500 00:21:49,475 --> 00:21:51,852 We're on your side though, just know that. 501 00:21:51,936 --> 00:21:54,522 ♪♪ 502 00:21:57,525 --> 00:22:00,236 But I am sorry, and Shinia sucks, and I can't believe she did this. 503 00:22:00,319 --> 00:22:01,320 And same with Jenna. 504 00:22:03,531 --> 00:22:05,032 [Taylor] I hope you guys have fun tonight. 505 00:22:05,115 --> 00:22:06,700 [Mayci] This has been happening for three years. 506 00:22:06,784 --> 00:22:09,495 Dakota definitely purposely hooks up with friends in Taylor's circle 507 00:22:09,578 --> 00:22:10,663 to piss her off. 508 00:22:10,746 --> 00:22:12,623 I feel like it's almost an isolation tactic too. 509 00:22:12,706 --> 00:22:15,626 Like, sleep with all her friends, so she no longer has those friends, 510 00:22:15,709 --> 00:22:17,586 and then she'll come running back to him. 511 00:22:17,670 --> 00:22:20,464 I think it reeks of desperation, if I'm being completely honest. 512 00:22:20,548 --> 00:22:22,049 [Jessi] We'll leave you alone, but I just-- 513 00:22:22,132 --> 00:22:23,592 I want you to know we love you and are here for you, 514 00:22:23,676 --> 00:22:24,927 and if you need anything, we're here. 515 00:22:26,178 --> 00:22:27,263 [Taylor] 'Kay, thank you. 516 00:22:27,346 --> 00:22:28,514 All right, bye. 517 00:22:29,515 --> 00:22:30,516 [Taylor] Okay, bye. 518 00:22:30,599 --> 00:22:31,600 [line disconnects] 519 00:22:32,518 --> 00:22:33,519 [Taylor sighs, groans] 520 00:22:36,605 --> 00:22:38,399 [Taylor] It's fine. I already did it. 521 00:22:39,149 --> 00:22:41,151 [Jessi] We need to look at the video she posted. 522 00:22:41,735 --> 00:22:44,780 "Just found out the snake in the middle is sleeping with my baby daddy, 523 00:22:44,864 --> 00:22:48,450 meanwhile crying to me because she just got dumped by a married man." 524 00:22:50,953 --> 00:22:52,496 -What are you doing? -[Mayci] What is she doing? 525 00:22:52,580 --> 00:22:55,082 Taylor gets comments. "Ooh, keep being petty, queen." 526 00:22:55,165 --> 00:22:57,877 -And people vibe her up for this-- -And that's why she keeps doing it. 527 00:22:57,960 --> 00:23:00,880 And she's known for that, but it's getting to a point where it's not okay. 528 00:23:00,963 --> 00:23:03,048 Ohh, this is a nightmare. 529 00:23:03,132 --> 00:23:04,508 ♪ Spinning out, yeah ♪ 530 00:23:04,592 --> 00:23:05,593 ♪ You're spinning out ♪ 531 00:23:06,176 --> 00:23:07,595 ♪ Go fast, go slow ♪ 532 00:23:08,012 --> 00:23:09,430 ♪ Fast, we go ♪ 533 00:23:09,513 --> 00:23:10,973 ♪ Just sit back, enjoy the show ♪ 534 00:23:11,056 --> 00:23:12,766 ♪ We're pushing hundred more to go ♪ 535 00:23:12,850 --> 00:23:14,435 ♪ Spinning out, yeah ♪ 536 00:23:14,518 --> 00:23:15,728 ♪ Spinning out ♪ 537 00:23:15,811 --> 00:23:19,064 I'm walking into Mayci's Sinner Sunday party with Jace, 538 00:23:19,148 --> 00:23:23,110 and I feel like I'm in a pressure cooker with this separation issue, 539 00:23:23,193 --> 00:23:26,280 because I feel like I'm also a little bit lost of what to do right now. 540 00:23:26,363 --> 00:23:29,116 And so, I don't fully know what to communicate 541 00:23:29,199 --> 00:23:30,659 to the other girls in MomTok. 542 00:23:30,743 --> 00:23:36,373 So, I'm just trying to put on this, "We're good. We're here to support Mayci." 543 00:23:36,790 --> 00:23:38,042 Ooh, spooky! 544 00:23:38,125 --> 00:23:40,794 I'm like kinda-- Ooh, this is kind of scary. 545 00:23:42,796 --> 00:23:45,966 Like, should we do a praying one or is that sacrilegious? 546 00:23:46,675 --> 00:23:48,218 -[Layla] Ooh! Little satanic. -[Mason] Damn! 547 00:23:48,302 --> 00:23:49,887 [Mason] More than I expected. [laughs] 548 00:23:49,970 --> 00:23:51,221 -[Layla] Hello! -Hi. 549 00:23:51,305 --> 00:23:53,432 Hi! How-- Oh, all right, shafted. 550 00:23:53,515 --> 00:23:55,267 Oh, my goodness. You went straight for Mikayla. 551 00:23:55,351 --> 00:23:56,810 [Layla] How is everyone? 552 00:23:56,894 --> 00:23:58,646 -Not great! -I-- "Not great!" 553 00:23:58,729 --> 00:24:00,230 -[Jessi] Taylor, she's mad. -Oh, yeah, she's-- 554 00:24:00,314 --> 00:24:02,441 -She's a mess right now. -Why is she mad at us? 555 00:24:02,524 --> 00:24:06,820 It's not fair. We were doing it for you so that you wouldn't ruin this experience 556 00:24:06,904 --> 00:24:09,073 -that you're leaving for in four days. -[Jessi] She's like, "I don't care." 557 00:24:09,156 --> 00:24:11,533 She's like, "I'm gonna call everyone out. I'm gonna ruin their lives." 558 00:24:11,617 --> 00:24:13,619 I think Taylor is valid in her feelings. 559 00:24:13,702 --> 00:24:15,704 However, it doesn't feel good as a friend 560 00:24:15,788 --> 00:24:18,666 that I continue to have your back time and time again, 561 00:24:18,749 --> 00:24:22,461 but the second I do you "wrong" in your eyes, 562 00:24:22,544 --> 00:24:25,047 I'm a shit friend, and you don't wanna be around me. 563 00:24:25,130 --> 00:24:28,217 And it's just-- it's really-- it's really hurtful. 564 00:24:29,218 --> 00:24:31,929 ♪♪ 565 00:24:35,391 --> 00:24:36,642 [Miranda] Hello. How is everyone? 566 00:24:36,725 --> 00:24:38,018 -Thriving? -[Mikayla] Uh... 567 00:24:38,102 --> 00:24:39,353 -[Jessi] Um... -I'm just frustrated. 568 00:24:39,436 --> 00:24:42,648 -I'm over this whole situation. -I am too. How do you feel about that? 569 00:24:42,731 --> 00:24:44,775 -I'm pissed. Yeah, I'm really pissed. -[Jessi] It's not okay. 570 00:24:44,858 --> 00:24:46,402 [Mikayla] 'Kay, so, what do we do? 571 00:24:46,485 --> 00:24:48,821 [Miranda] After I found out about Shinia and Dakota, 572 00:24:48,904 --> 00:24:53,534 I did not withhold that information with malicious intent. 573 00:24:53,617 --> 00:24:57,830 But once Taylor sees red, it's hard to reason with her. 574 00:24:57,913 --> 00:25:00,833 [groans] You guys, I'm just drained. 575 00:25:00,916 --> 00:25:02,584 -It's so hard to, like-- -Uh-oh, Taylor posted a story. 576 00:25:02,668 --> 00:25:03,711 No, she didn't! 577 00:25:03,794 --> 00:25:06,714 "Anyone praying for my downfall please just stay the fuck away from me 578 00:25:06,797 --> 00:25:08,841 "AND anyone associated with these people moving forward 579 00:25:08,924 --> 00:25:10,718 "also stay tf away from me. 580 00:25:10,801 --> 00:25:12,928 "Want to be friends with desperate snakes, 581 00:25:13,012 --> 00:25:15,139 -you'll, you'll be no friend of mine." -Is this about you? 582 00:25:15,222 --> 00:25:17,391 Also, why is she saying, "Praying for my downfall"? 583 00:25:17,474 --> 00:25:20,019 -No one's praying for your downfall. -No. Like, no one's, like, trying-- 584 00:25:20,102 --> 00:25:22,896 And again, by her own logic, we're all going through shit. 585 00:25:22,980 --> 00:25:24,231 We've all fucked up. 586 00:25:24,314 --> 00:25:26,150 And how many times have we been put in this situation 587 00:25:26,233 --> 00:25:27,693 with information that's gonna hurt Taylor, 588 00:25:27,776 --> 00:25:30,029 and we have to tiptoe around her and babysit her emotions? 589 00:25:30,112 --> 00:25:31,613 -[Jessi] Mm-hmm. -It's hard. 590 00:25:31,697 --> 00:25:34,158 [Jessi] I understand her being upset. But the thing is, 591 00:25:34,241 --> 00:25:36,243 what are you supposed to do when you're put in a situation like this, 592 00:25:36,326 --> 00:25:38,370 and Shinia's been your best friend for how many years? 593 00:25:38,454 --> 00:25:40,914 -[Mikayla] It's-It's wrong. -[Jessi] It is wrong. It is wrong. 594 00:25:41,665 --> 00:25:44,209 ♪♪ 595 00:25:48,172 --> 00:25:49,256 [indistinct chatter] 596 00:25:49,339 --> 00:25:50,966 -She just walked in. -Who? Shinia did? 597 00:25:51,050 --> 00:25:53,135 -Oh, my God, she has a lot of balls. -She does. 598 00:25:53,218 --> 00:25:54,470 I'm, like, scared. 599 00:25:54,553 --> 00:25:56,305 [Jessi] So, she doesn't know Taylor's not coming? 600 00:25:56,388 --> 00:25:58,557 -[Miranda] I don't think so. -So, what do we do now? Like-- 601 00:25:58,640 --> 00:26:00,684 -Be like, "Shinia, sit down." -[Jessi] Yeah, we need to talk to you. 602 00:26:00,768 --> 00:26:01,894 Oh! 603 00:26:01,977 --> 00:26:03,812 [Jessi] Wait, who's calling you? Oh, Taylor. 604 00:26:04,438 --> 00:26:06,356 Speak of the devil. [chuckles] Hello? 605 00:26:06,899 --> 00:26:08,942 Hi. How are you doing? 606 00:26:10,444 --> 00:26:12,362 We're here with Layla, Miranda, and Jessi. 607 00:26:26,001 --> 00:26:27,336 -Yeah, we'll call you. -I'll call you after. 608 00:26:27,419 --> 00:26:29,379 And I'll give you an update. 'Kay, bye. 609 00:26:34,093 --> 00:26:35,094 You guys, pull up a chair. 610 00:26:38,222 --> 00:26:39,640 -Hi. -[Jessi] Hi, Mom. 611 00:26:39,723 --> 00:26:42,226 -[Mikayla] Ah, Mayci! -[Mayci] Mind if I squeeze in here? 612 00:26:42,309 --> 00:26:43,519 -Hi. -Hi. 613 00:26:43,602 --> 00:26:45,145 I wanna understand Shinia 614 00:26:45,229 --> 00:26:47,397 because I really don't know what her intentions are. 615 00:26:47,481 --> 00:26:50,150 But I also don't understand why she's going for Dakota. 616 00:26:50,234 --> 00:26:51,902 Like, what's wrong? Like, seriously? 617 00:26:51,985 --> 00:26:55,072 Like, Salt Lake isn't that small. Like, can we not find someone else? 618 00:26:55,155 --> 00:26:56,365 [Jessi] Is it not gross to you 619 00:26:56,448 --> 00:26:58,534 that he's, like, slept with other girls in between all this? 620 00:27:00,994 --> 00:27:02,454 That's what I'm saying, like, he's lying to you. 621 00:27:02,538 --> 00:27:05,124 He's like, "Let's have a sex pact, but I'm gonna go fuck the next day." 622 00:27:05,207 --> 00:27:07,918 Already been seeing each other for what? Like, a week and a half? 623 00:27:08,001 --> 00:27:10,879 -[Shinia] Yes. -And he's, and he's literally lied to you 624 00:27:10,963 --> 00:27:15,425 at least, at least, like, 10 times in that span. 625 00:27:15,509 --> 00:27:18,428 No, I think that's, like, ridiculous. I don't know why he's trying to do that. 626 00:27:18,512 --> 00:27:20,389 -I'm like, that's extra, like-- -[Jessi] But this is Dakota. 627 00:27:20,472 --> 00:27:22,099 Like, we've seen him do it to Taylor for years. 628 00:27:22,182 --> 00:27:24,351 I just want you to know that, like, you're not an exception. 629 00:27:24,434 --> 00:27:27,354 I think he's gonna do it... He did it already. 630 00:27:27,437 --> 00:27:29,064 Do you see a potential future with him? 631 00:27:31,567 --> 00:27:33,902 To a point, like, with him, yes. 632 00:27:33,986 --> 00:27:34,987 With Dakota? 633 00:27:35,696 --> 00:27:37,364 This is the first time I'm hearing this. 634 00:27:37,447 --> 00:27:39,324 Okay, him as a person, yes. 635 00:27:41,660 --> 00:27:42,744 [Jessi] So, I guess my question is, 636 00:27:42,828 --> 00:27:45,330 if you were gonna talk to Taylor tonight but you still plan on seeing him, 637 00:27:45,414 --> 00:27:47,416 like, what was that conversation gonna go like? 638 00:27:48,417 --> 00:27:50,335 I never meant it to hurt Taylor. 639 00:27:50,419 --> 00:27:53,380 Like, I saw her with Ben, and I saw her-- She's going on The Bachelor. 640 00:27:53,463 --> 00:27:56,175 I knew all the things, but I'm just like, I don't-- 641 00:27:58,635 --> 00:28:01,471 I don't know. I didn't, I didn't think it would be like this. 642 00:28:09,188 --> 00:28:10,731 Sorry, we'll be right back. 643 00:28:10,814 --> 00:28:12,274 [Mikayla] Taylor's blowing up my phone right now, 644 00:28:12,357 --> 00:28:15,235 and I can't answer because Shinia's right across the table. 645 00:28:15,319 --> 00:28:17,905 So, we have to go outside so that we can see what's going on. 646 00:28:17,988 --> 00:28:19,406 Hey, MomTok! 647 00:28:20,616 --> 00:28:22,242 -[Miranda groans] -[Jessi] Yeah. 648 00:28:22,326 --> 00:28:24,286 -[Taylor] [over phone] Hello. -[Mikayla] Hi. 'Kay, we're outside. 649 00:28:24,369 --> 00:28:26,205 I think she thought you were coming, 650 00:28:26,288 --> 00:28:28,248 'cause she was gonna tell you about all of this. 651 00:28:28,332 --> 00:28:31,376 [Taylor] In what world is there to say anything at this point? 652 00:28:31,460 --> 00:28:33,212 Like, I, I guess I don't know the agenda there. 653 00:28:33,295 --> 00:28:34,838 Well, you should come and find out. 654 00:28:34,922 --> 00:28:36,423 [Taylor] There's nothing that she could possibly fuckin' say. 655 00:28:36,506 --> 00:28:38,717 And I wanna know if Miranda's gonna be friends with this bitch, so-- 656 00:28:38,800 --> 00:28:41,428 Because she just posted a video for-- three days ago. 657 00:28:41,511 --> 00:28:43,305 And you're telling me if-- Miranda, if you can hear me, 658 00:28:43,388 --> 00:28:44,973 - you've known for a fucking week... -Loud and clear. 659 00:28:45,057 --> 00:28:46,391 [Taylor] ...and you just post-- What? 660 00:28:46,475 --> 00:28:47,809 I said, yeah, I can hear you loud and clear. 661 00:28:47,893 --> 00:28:49,061 [Taylor] Okay, good, loud and clear. 662 00:28:49,144 --> 00:28:50,520 So, you posted with her, 663 00:28:50,604 --> 00:28:52,814 oh, uh, just three days ago when you knew this about her, 664 00:28:52,898 --> 00:28:55,108 and you're like saying, "I'm sorry, you got caught," in a fucking video? 665 00:28:55,192 --> 00:28:56,902 - It's disgusting. -By the way, I didn't know. 666 00:28:56,985 --> 00:28:59,988 I didn't know-- I found the rest of it out when everyone else did. 667 00:29:00,072 --> 00:29:01,490 [Taylor] The rest of what? The rest of what? 668 00:29:01,573 --> 00:29:04,159 I knew about the first night they hung out. That's all I knew about. 669 00:29:04,243 --> 00:29:05,494 [Taylor] I don't-- You knew that they fucked. 670 00:29:05,577 --> 00:29:06,578 Don't lie. Don't lie. 671 00:29:06,662 --> 00:29:08,372 That's what I'm saying. I just knew about that night. 672 00:29:08,455 --> 00:29:09,831 I didn't know that they kept seeing each other. 673 00:29:09,915 --> 00:29:11,875 [Taylor] I don't care about how many times and what night. 674 00:29:11,959 --> 00:29:13,252 -You knew! -'Kay. Taylor. 675 00:29:13,335 --> 00:29:16,129 But I think, at the end of the day, like, it d-- it doesn't change-- 676 00:29:16,213 --> 00:29:18,131 it doesn't matter the time frame that everyone knew, 677 00:29:18,215 --> 00:29:20,425 her intention of not telling you was not malicious. 678 00:29:20,509 --> 00:29:21,718 -It was to protect you. -[Taylor] It matters to me. 679 00:29:21,802 --> 00:29:24,304 Absolutely does, as a friend. Absolutely. 680 00:29:24,388 --> 00:29:27,266 I'm like, "Oh, you chose Shinia's little sneaky snake ass over mine." 681 00:29:27,349 --> 00:29:28,433 Do I agree with that? 682 00:29:28,517 --> 00:29:32,062 No, because I think Shinia's true colors will come out as they always do. 683 00:29:32,145 --> 00:29:33,563 And let's see. 684 00:29:33,647 --> 00:29:35,190 -[Layla] Taylor, that's not fair. -This is a hard situation for Miranda, 685 00:29:35,274 --> 00:29:36,275 and she's trying to navigate it-- 686 00:29:40,946 --> 00:29:41,947 People can make a mistake. 687 00:29:42,030 --> 00:29:44,408 Taylor, you've made plenty of mistakes before in your life. 688 00:29:44,491 --> 00:29:45,742 No-- No matter what, Taylor, 689 00:29:45,826 --> 00:29:47,828 this would've hurt you no matter when you found out. 690 00:29:54,042 --> 00:29:58,046 It's painful. It's shitty. It sucks. It's fucked. It's disgusting. Truly. 691 00:29:58,130 --> 00:29:59,131 Call you after. 692 00:29:59,715 --> 00:30:01,967 So, you feel like, you feel like you have to, like, choose now? 693 00:30:02,050 --> 00:30:03,135 -Yeah. -One, it's triggering. 694 00:30:03,218 --> 00:30:04,761 -And that sucks. -I'm sure it's triggering for you 695 00:30:04,845 --> 00:30:05,846 -in that friendship. -Yeah. 696 00:30:05,929 --> 00:30:08,682 -Yeah, it is. -[Layla] I get she's heated, but also-- 697 00:30:11,393 --> 00:30:13,020 [Jessi] Yeah, and that's what is hard. 698 00:30:13,103 --> 00:30:18,400 Taylor giving me an ultimatum on choosing her or Shinia is frustrating 699 00:30:18,483 --> 00:30:23,238 because I'm not your partner and I'm not your child, I'm your friend. 700 00:30:23,322 --> 00:30:25,991 And I'm pretty sure that Taylor is not gonna like my decision 701 00:30:26,074 --> 00:30:27,451 from where I'm standing right now. 702 00:30:27,534 --> 00:30:30,579 [Layla] Maybe just use this as an opportunity to give her space-- 703 00:30:30,662 --> 00:30:32,581 I think you guys have been through a lot worse. 704 00:30:32,664 --> 00:30:34,541 -And have come back from it. -You're a good friend. 705 00:30:34,624 --> 00:30:37,627 ♪♪ 706 00:30:44,426 --> 00:30:46,845 We'll have to pack up 'cause Mayci's gonna be here. Woo! 707 00:30:48,555 --> 00:30:49,890 Say, "Hi, Daddy." 708 00:30:49,973 --> 00:30:51,892 [gasps] Hi, sweetie! 709 00:30:51,975 --> 00:30:54,019 You are so pretty! 710 00:30:54,102 --> 00:30:56,730 [Mikayla] [sighs] I don't even know what I'll need, honestly. 711 00:30:58,315 --> 00:30:59,941 So, how are you feeling about everything? 712 00:31:00,567 --> 00:31:01,777 [Mikayla] Um... 713 00:31:02,235 --> 00:31:03,862 So, Jace and I stayed up late last night 714 00:31:03,945 --> 00:31:06,740 talking out the pros and the cons of separating. 715 00:31:06,823 --> 00:31:09,409 Between all of the MomTok drama 716 00:31:09,493 --> 00:31:12,371 and the pressure that I feel to get my marriage in a good place, 717 00:31:12,454 --> 00:31:15,082 I'm definitely reaching a breaking point. 718 00:31:15,165 --> 00:31:19,795 [sighs] I don't know. I'm feeling very maxed out today, 719 00:31:19,878 --> 00:31:24,174 just because my freaking nerves are hurting so bad. 720 00:31:24,257 --> 00:31:27,427 We both agreed to do a separation. 721 00:31:29,971 --> 00:31:32,599 What are you looking to get out of this? 722 00:31:33,767 --> 00:31:35,185 [Mikayla groans] 723 00:31:35,268 --> 00:31:39,815 I think just working on my stuff separately-- 724 00:31:39,898 --> 00:31:42,526 At home, you feel like you can't focus on your... 725 00:31:43,944 --> 00:31:46,863 on your skin and your health because I'm also here. 726 00:31:46,947 --> 00:31:48,573 Well, I think it's hard with the-- 727 00:31:49,658 --> 00:31:53,078 Like, anytime you bring up the stuff with, like, the sex or the intimacy, 728 00:31:53,161 --> 00:31:55,705 I feel like it's hard on me, 'cause I feel like, 729 00:31:55,789 --> 00:31:57,624 again, my nervous system's already in fight or flight 730 00:31:57,707 --> 00:31:58,875 and I'm already maxed out. 731 00:31:58,959 --> 00:32:00,585 Like, my bucket is full. 732 00:32:01,002 --> 00:32:03,839 [Jace] I know, but, for me, it seems like the solution to that 733 00:32:03,922 --> 00:32:07,884 would be to commit to trauma therapy 'til you're at the point 734 00:32:07,968 --> 00:32:11,179 where it doesn't make your nervous system freak out to-- You know? 735 00:32:11,263 --> 00:32:13,515 [Mikayla] I know. I feel like I've done a lot of therapy work already, 736 00:32:13,598 --> 00:32:16,351 and my s-- stuff is still bad. 737 00:32:16,435 --> 00:32:18,395 And again, I don't think it's, like, with the intention 738 00:32:18,478 --> 00:32:20,564 of being separated forever, 739 00:32:20,647 --> 00:32:23,275 and I think we're obviously still gonna see each other, like, every single day. 740 00:32:23,358 --> 00:32:27,195 I'm not trying to go even a day away from the kids anyways. 741 00:32:27,779 --> 00:32:29,197 Should we give her a bottle? 742 00:32:31,366 --> 00:32:32,367 Move those fingers! 743 00:32:32,451 --> 00:32:36,246 [Jace] For something like this to feel effective for me... 744 00:32:36,329 --> 00:32:40,083 maybe we don't get back together until... 745 00:32:40,917 --> 00:32:43,753 you feel like you can commit to our relationship. 746 00:32:43,837 --> 00:32:46,339 [♪ dramatic music playing] 747 00:32:47,174 --> 00:32:51,178 I don't know. Just the pressure of, like, when it's gonna be fixed... 748 00:32:53,346 --> 00:32:54,556 I think that's what's hard. 749 00:32:55,223 --> 00:32:57,267 I think it's definitely hard to put a timeline on the situation 750 00:32:57,350 --> 00:33:01,771 because it could take weeks, it could take months to be healed. 751 00:33:01,855 --> 00:33:05,609 There's part of me that is definitely scared to lose him 752 00:33:05,692 --> 00:33:07,652 because I feel like our marriage is so good 753 00:33:07,736 --> 00:33:10,572 outside of the sexual intimacy part of it, 754 00:33:10,655 --> 00:33:12,991 which it's ironic 'cause that's his number one need 755 00:33:13,074 --> 00:33:15,076 and that's my number one wound. 756 00:33:16,286 --> 00:33:17,913 I think it would be better, you know... 757 00:33:19,664 --> 00:33:20,874 for our kids, though... 758 00:33:21,917 --> 00:33:23,752 for us to work it out. 759 00:33:23,835 --> 00:33:25,837 I definitely want my kids to see... 760 00:33:26,755 --> 00:33:29,966 their parents with-- having a good intimate connection. 761 00:33:31,301 --> 00:33:32,761 Yeah, emotional connection. 762 00:33:33,845 --> 00:33:35,096 Yeah, both. 763 00:33:35,597 --> 00:33:36,598 Yeah. 764 00:33:38,350 --> 00:33:43,438 ♪ You're a world apart ♪ 765 00:33:43,855 --> 00:33:49,069 -♪ There's a heaven in my heart ♪ -[knock on door] 766 00:33:49,152 --> 00:33:51,238 -[Mikayla] Hi. -Hi! Honey, I'm home. 767 00:33:51,321 --> 00:33:52,322 [Jace] Hey, Mayci. 768 00:33:53,490 --> 00:33:55,242 Yeah, you wanna put Lottie in and meet me out there? 769 00:33:55,325 --> 00:33:56,535 Yeah. 770 00:33:56,618 --> 00:33:57,994 It does make me very sad to know that 771 00:33:58,078 --> 00:33:59,955 Jace and Mikayla are separating for a little bit. 772 00:34:00,038 --> 00:34:01,498 And I'm gonna try my best to be there for her 773 00:34:01,581 --> 00:34:03,625 in any capacity that she needs me. 774 00:34:03,708 --> 00:34:06,628 -[muffled talking] -♪ I'm yours, baby... ♪ 775 00:34:06,711 --> 00:34:08,505 [Mayci] I'll give ya a moment. 776 00:34:08,588 --> 00:34:10,215 -[Mikayla] Love you. -I love you. 777 00:34:10,298 --> 00:34:12,259 -[Mikayla] I'll talk to you later, okay? -[Jace] Mm-hmm. 778 00:34:14,594 --> 00:34:17,556 Mm. Your beard's all pokey on my neck. 779 00:34:17,639 --> 00:34:19,057 -Oh, I'm sorry. -Little shaky. 780 00:34:20,850 --> 00:34:23,270 -I'll take good care of her, don't worry. -[Jace] Yeah. Yeah. 781 00:34:23,353 --> 00:34:25,438 If you wanna talk too, I'm, I'm all ears too. 782 00:34:25,522 --> 00:34:26,940 And Jacob is as well. 783 00:34:27,023 --> 00:34:28,441 [sighs] 784 00:34:31,987 --> 00:34:33,572 -[Mikayla sighs] -[Mayci] Okay. 785 00:34:33,655 --> 00:34:36,241 I think, as sad as it is, I do take comfort in knowing 786 00:34:36,324 --> 00:34:39,369 that I do have such a great support system in MomTok. 787 00:34:39,869 --> 00:34:42,747 I don't want to have to tear our family apart. 788 00:34:42,831 --> 00:34:47,252 But I also know that I have to be selfish for a period of time so that I can heal. 789 00:34:52,507 --> 00:34:55,510 [♪ upbeat music playing] 790 00:34:59,723 --> 00:35:01,016 Today is the main title shoot, 791 00:35:01,099 --> 00:35:03,226 and this is the first time MomTok is back together again 792 00:35:03,310 --> 00:35:04,644 since the situation with Taylor. 793 00:35:04,728 --> 00:35:07,272 And since Whitney and Jen didn't show up to my book event, 794 00:35:07,355 --> 00:35:11,526 things do feel a little bit awkward and contentious in the room. 795 00:35:11,610 --> 00:35:13,069 So, we'll see how this goes. 796 00:35:13,153 --> 00:35:14,154 Hello! 797 00:35:14,237 --> 00:35:16,656 -Good morning. -[Miranda] Good morning. 798 00:35:16,740 --> 00:35:18,074 [Layla] How are we? 799 00:35:18,158 --> 00:35:19,618 -[Miranda] Thriving. -[Layla] Thriving. 800 00:35:19,701 --> 00:35:21,328 [Mikayla] You know, I'm deathly allergic to horses. 801 00:35:21,411 --> 00:35:23,330 -What are we doing on a horse farm? -[crosstalk] 802 00:35:23,413 --> 00:35:24,664 -Hi. -[Whitney] How are you? 803 00:35:24,748 --> 00:35:25,999 -Good? -Oh, you dyed your hair. 804 00:35:26,082 --> 00:35:28,251 -It's more red. -She got exten-- No, she got extensions. 805 00:35:28,335 --> 00:35:30,295 -I got a-- -No, but the color's more red. 806 00:35:30,378 --> 00:35:32,255 -She got a new weave. -I know, I got it done yesterday. 807 00:35:32,339 --> 00:35:33,840 -It looks so good. -Yeah. Thank you. 808 00:35:33,923 --> 00:35:35,675 [Mikayla] I don't think it's fully hitting me 809 00:35:35,759 --> 00:35:37,969 the gravity of the situation of being separated, 810 00:35:38,053 --> 00:35:40,805 but I don't like to sit in this sadness and just feel it. 811 00:35:40,889 --> 00:35:43,642 So it's nice to have a distraction to go do the main title shoot. 812 00:35:43,725 --> 00:35:44,726 Where's Jessi? 813 00:35:44,809 --> 00:35:48,355 She's doing her individual shot in the cocoon. 814 00:35:48,438 --> 00:35:49,564 [Whitney] In the cocoon? 815 00:35:49,648 --> 00:35:51,816 -We're like butterflies. -Yeah. And you have to get out. 816 00:35:51,900 --> 00:35:53,652 I heard it's actually us coming out of the womb. 817 00:35:54,152 --> 00:35:55,945 [Layla] Shut the fuck up. I hate all of you! 818 00:35:57,197 --> 00:36:00,492 Lay, did Taylor talk to you at all after the event, or did you reach out? 819 00:36:00,575 --> 00:36:02,077 I texted her, and I basically was just, like, saying 820 00:36:02,160 --> 00:36:05,163 like, "I understand that, like, your feelings are, like, heightened 821 00:36:05,246 --> 00:36:07,457 "and, like, your-- the way that you're feeling's valid, 822 00:36:07,540 --> 00:36:09,167 "but go easy on Miranda. 823 00:36:09,250 --> 00:36:11,586 "This is, like, a really hard place for her to be in right now. 824 00:36:11,670 --> 00:36:13,463 "Like, you are two of her good friends, 825 00:36:13,546 --> 00:36:14,714 "and she's having to, like, basically, like, 826 00:36:14,798 --> 00:36:16,174 pick between you guys, which is hard." 827 00:36:16,257 --> 00:36:19,761 Well, that's what's so crazy is that, like, I genuinely don't know 828 00:36:19,844 --> 00:36:22,263 how I ended up here again, because I'm like-- 829 00:36:22,347 --> 00:36:24,391 Part of the reason the whole situation is triggering for me as a whole 830 00:36:24,474 --> 00:36:27,560 is because I feel like I'm in the exact same position 831 00:36:27,644 --> 00:36:29,521 -that I was in in 2022... -[Layla] Yeah. 832 00:36:29,604 --> 00:36:32,023 ...where I'm finding out about Taylor's affair, 833 00:36:32,107 --> 00:36:35,443 and, now, I have to then decide 834 00:36:35,527 --> 00:36:38,613 how I'm gonna go about handling that information. 835 00:36:38,697 --> 00:36:40,657 And it's just, like, the exact same situation, 836 00:36:40,740 --> 00:36:42,742 only Taylor's on the other end of it this time. 837 00:36:42,826 --> 00:36:46,037 During the swinging scandal, I was the middleman, 838 00:36:46,538 --> 00:36:53,336 and felt expected to keep Taylor's affair a secret from the other wife. 839 00:36:53,420 --> 00:36:57,590 And now, I am the middleman between Shinia and Taylor. 840 00:36:57,674 --> 00:37:00,427 There is a little bit of a double standard there. 841 00:37:00,510 --> 00:37:02,929 And all in all, it feels like I'm doing a lot of giving 842 00:37:03,012 --> 00:37:05,014 and not a whole lot of receiving here. 843 00:37:05,515 --> 00:37:07,726 Oh, there she is. Speak of the devil. 844 00:37:09,227 --> 00:37:11,646 -Good morning. Hi guys. -[Jessi] [laughing] "Is that the devil?" 845 00:37:11,730 --> 00:37:12,981 [Taylor] Holy shit, you're fully ready. 846 00:37:13,064 --> 00:37:14,274 We needed to be here at 08:00. 847 00:37:14,357 --> 00:37:16,651 -[Taylor] 08:00? Wait, why? -'Cause we're not Taylor. 848 00:37:16,735 --> 00:37:18,903 We don't get the latest call time on the cast. 849 00:37:18,987 --> 00:37:20,363 -[Taylor] Oh, damn. -[Mayci] There are perks 850 00:37:20,447 --> 00:37:22,574 -to being the favorite. -[Jessi] You had a crash out this morning? 851 00:37:22,657 --> 00:37:23,867 I mean, I have crash outs almost every day, 852 00:37:23,950 --> 00:37:25,618 but I think I'm just overwhelmed. Like-- 853 00:37:25,702 --> 00:37:27,245 Well, yeah, I was just saying that about you. 854 00:37:27,328 --> 00:37:28,872 I was like, you're just at your tipping point. 855 00:37:30,331 --> 00:37:33,293 What are you overwhelmed with? Just leaving soon and everything going on? 856 00:37:33,376 --> 00:37:35,795 Yeah, everything-- What was yesterday that I was-- 857 00:37:36,880 --> 00:37:37,964 Everything is a blur. 858 00:37:38,798 --> 00:37:42,343 Uh, I feel kind of, like... [groans] 859 00:37:42,427 --> 00:37:45,096 Like, just a little awkward. 860 00:37:45,180 --> 00:37:47,557 I was, in that moment, like, so angry. 861 00:37:47,640 --> 00:37:50,477 But I think my anger towards Dakota and myself 862 00:37:50,560 --> 00:37:52,812 definitely gets redirected to other people, that is-- 863 00:37:52,896 --> 00:37:54,439 For sure, I can admit that. 864 00:37:54,939 --> 00:37:56,441 -Hey, are we good? -Hi, love. 865 00:37:56,524 --> 00:37:58,902 -Do we love each other still? -We do. I've never stopped loving you. 866 00:37:58,985 --> 00:38:01,446 'Kay. And I still stand by what I said that, like, 867 00:38:01,529 --> 00:38:04,157 I think the name-calling can be, like, hard, you know? 868 00:38:04,240 --> 00:38:05,700 But I understand that your emotions were high. 869 00:38:05,784 --> 00:38:07,827 It can be, but I don't regret it. I, I would still say it today. 870 00:38:07,911 --> 00:38:09,788 -[Layla] And that we handle things-- -[Whitney] Say what? 871 00:38:09,871 --> 00:38:11,873 That I think she's a gross, disgusting bitch. 872 00:38:11,956 --> 00:38:15,460 Why? 'Cause, to me, it doesn't seem like you were close. 873 00:38:15,543 --> 00:38:16,878 So, I'm like, "Why was she so hurt by it?" 874 00:38:16,961 --> 00:38:19,005 Because if you're trying to be friends with me and get close to me, 875 00:38:19,088 --> 00:38:20,924 and instead, you go and fuck my baby daddy? 876 00:38:21,007 --> 00:38:22,425 You don't think there's something wrong with that? 877 00:38:26,137 --> 00:38:28,348 That's odd. She knows the pain I've gone through 878 00:38:28,431 --> 00:38:30,975 because we've confided in each other about breakups and things. 879 00:38:31,059 --> 00:38:33,436 -I think it's snaky. -Okay. Okay. 880 00:38:33,520 --> 00:38:36,773 I'm very confused why Taylor is so amped up. 881 00:38:36,856 --> 00:38:40,151 I'm really trying to understand why she's reacting this way. 882 00:38:40,235 --> 00:38:43,822 I've learned, filming two reality shows at the same time 883 00:38:43,905 --> 00:38:45,323 can be very overwhelming, 884 00:38:45,406 --> 00:38:48,159 and it's very important to have that mental clarity. 885 00:38:48,243 --> 00:38:50,411 So, I'm starting to feel a little bit worried for her 886 00:38:50,495 --> 00:38:54,666 because she's literally about to leave to go be The Bachelorette. 887 00:38:54,749 --> 00:38:57,877 -Gonna get you dressed for... -Yes. Yes. 888 00:38:58,503 --> 00:38:59,629 Wait, last night, what? 889 00:38:59,712 --> 00:39:01,673 [Mikayla] Dakota was saying he felt bad actually? 890 00:39:01,756 --> 00:39:03,967 Yeah. He's like, "This was so wrong. 891 00:39:04,050 --> 00:39:05,260 "And, to be honest, like, everything hit me. 892 00:39:05,343 --> 00:39:10,515 Like, I lost you, I lost my child." And he's like, "I'm just, like, so sad." 893 00:39:10,598 --> 00:39:13,852 But if you wanna be with him, then go be with him. But you don't. 894 00:39:14,602 --> 00:39:17,230 I think everything Dakota does is a complete red flag. 895 00:39:17,313 --> 00:39:18,857 I feel like he's a walking red flag. 896 00:39:18,940 --> 00:39:21,317 So, it does not shock me that he decided to love bomb her 897 00:39:21,401 --> 00:39:22,527 right before The Bachelorette. 898 00:39:22,610 --> 00:39:24,529 But I feel like he's definitely hurt at the concept 899 00:39:24,612 --> 00:39:28,449 of her coming back and being in love and engaged and moved on from him. 900 00:39:28,533 --> 00:39:30,034 So, I feel like he's doing anything possible 901 00:39:30,118 --> 00:39:32,078 to ruin this experience for her, 902 00:39:32,161 --> 00:39:33,621 and I hope that she can see through that. 903 00:39:33,705 --> 00:39:35,290 We just don't wanna see you allowing yourself to get-- 904 00:39:35,373 --> 00:39:37,292 [Taylor] Well, no, he said that. He was like, "It sucks because," 905 00:39:37,375 --> 00:39:40,044 he's like, "I know you love me and, like, you can't be with me." 906 00:39:40,128 --> 00:39:42,964 And I, like, don't wanna talk about it 'cause I can't cry on my makeup. 907 00:39:43,047 --> 00:39:45,842 If you're gonna go do The Bachelorette, like, you have to be in it. 908 00:39:47,969 --> 00:39:49,387 -I do agree with that... -And that's what he says too, 909 00:39:49,470 --> 00:39:51,306 -but it's not. -I worry, if you don't find someone, 910 00:39:51,389 --> 00:39:53,016 that you're gonna come back and be stuck in it again. 911 00:39:53,099 --> 00:39:54,976 [Taylor] Like, he just said, like, la-- like-- 912 00:39:55,059 --> 00:39:58,229 Yeah, he was just like, "I feel like you just need to marry me." 913 00:39:58,313 --> 00:39:59,606 -That's what he said. -[Mikayla] Oh, perfect! 914 00:39:59,689 --> 00:40:03,484 I mean, Dakota was definitely apologizing for what he did with Shinia, 915 00:40:03,568 --> 00:40:05,028 and do I believe him? No. 916 00:40:05,111 --> 00:40:07,030 He knew how this would affect me, 917 00:40:07,113 --> 00:40:09,490 and he was like, "Well, maybe if I make her, like, crash out hard enough, 918 00:40:09,574 --> 00:40:11,242 she won't go to The Bachelorette." 919 00:40:11,326 --> 00:40:14,037 And I think that's deliberately-- Jenna and Shinia? Hmm. 920 00:40:14,120 --> 00:40:17,415 If it takes everything in me to get up and go, I'm going to do that. 921 00:40:18,166 --> 00:40:20,251 There's times you can lead with your heel. 922 00:40:20,335 --> 00:40:23,254 -Yep. -[both] Heel to heel. 923 00:40:23,338 --> 00:40:25,882 Like, I just-- I love how it's so-- You get to glide. 924 00:40:25,965 --> 00:40:26,966 -Glide. -Glide. 925 00:40:27,050 --> 00:40:29,052 -That's my new favorite dance. -Okay. Yeah. 926 00:40:29,135 --> 00:40:31,638 -I have really exciting news. -What? 927 00:40:31,721 --> 00:40:33,640 -It's not official yet... -Okay. 928 00:40:33,723 --> 00:40:35,975 -...but Chicago reached out to my team. -[gasps] I did hear. 929 00:40:36,601 --> 00:40:37,810 -I did hear. -From, from Zac? 930 00:40:37,894 --> 00:40:39,103 -Zac told me. -That motherfucker. 931 00:40:39,729 --> 00:40:41,147 [producer] Can I take you girls? Sorry. 932 00:40:41,230 --> 00:40:42,857 -They're ready for you. -Yes. 'Kay, 'kay, 'kay, 'kay. 933 00:40:44,901 --> 00:40:46,527 -That is incredible. -[Whitney] Yeah. 934 00:40:46,611 --> 00:40:48,613 Why didn't you tell me that you knew? 935 00:40:49,238 --> 00:40:51,157 [Jen] I feel like there's just so much happening, 936 00:40:51,240 --> 00:40:52,241 it's hard to keep up. 937 00:40:52,325 --> 00:40:54,827 I see Jen almost every single day. 938 00:40:54,911 --> 00:40:55,995 I text her. 939 00:40:56,079 --> 00:40:58,289 We talk. A lot. 940 00:40:58,373 --> 00:41:00,541 And she hasn't said anything once. 941 00:41:01,417 --> 00:41:06,130 ♪ Everybody's telling me I gotta act right, sit right, talk right ♪ 942 00:41:06,714 --> 00:41:08,675 To me, that's very weird. 943 00:41:08,758 --> 00:41:10,593 And I find that very off-putting. 944 00:41:10,677 --> 00:41:12,136 The only thing that I can think of 945 00:41:12,220 --> 00:41:14,931 is things that I have felt from way long ago 946 00:41:15,014 --> 00:41:17,642 is it just makes me feel like you just don't care. 947 00:41:19,227 --> 00:41:21,646 ♪ No, I can't take it no more ♪ 948 00:41:22,480 --> 00:41:24,107 -[speaker] So cold. -That was brutal. 949 00:41:24,190 --> 00:41:27,276 [♪ dramatic music playing] 950 00:41:29,320 --> 00:41:30,738 -Thank you, Mayci. -[Mayci] You're welcome. 951 00:41:30,822 --> 00:41:33,825 What is the state of MomTok right now? Who's in? Who's out? 952 00:41:37,495 --> 00:41:39,706 [crickets chirping] 953 00:41:41,040 --> 00:41:43,251 I feel like everyone's kind of just, like, doing their own thing. 954 00:41:43,334 --> 00:41:46,045 -Like, spreading their own wings. Like-- -[Mikayla] Like butterflies? 955 00:41:46,129 --> 00:41:47,547 -[chuckles] -What do you mean? 956 00:41:47,630 --> 00:41:49,465 [Jen] Well, besides Jessi being in the other room, 957 00:41:49,549 --> 00:41:53,219 this is the first time that MomTok has been together for a minute. 958 00:41:53,302 --> 00:41:54,303 We survived! 959 00:41:54,387 --> 00:41:57,265 I'm not just saying that, I genuinely have missed being with you guys. 960 00:41:57,348 --> 00:41:59,517 [Mikayla] Do you go hang out with anyone in California? 961 00:41:59,600 --> 00:42:00,601 [Jen] No. 962 00:42:03,813 --> 00:42:06,315 -We never talk. We literally never talk. -Yeah. 963 00:42:08,484 --> 00:42:11,779 To be honest, I have been hesitant to get close to her 964 00:42:11,863 --> 00:42:15,033 because I do think her being nice to me, too, 965 00:42:15,116 --> 00:42:17,910 on Dancing with the Stars is transactional. 966 00:42:18,745 --> 00:42:21,497 I do think, at the end of the day, Whitney only cares about Whitney, 967 00:42:21,581 --> 00:42:24,083 and you can't tell me otherwise. 968 00:42:26,627 --> 00:42:28,296 [Jessi] I'm just kind of, like, at my wit's end. 969 00:42:28,379 --> 00:42:30,006 Yeah. I mean, that's what I thought. 970 00:42:30,089 --> 00:42:33,051 But then I heard that, and I was like, 'Oh, great, like"-- 971 00:42:33,134 --> 00:42:35,094 Jordan's still really upset about the name change, 972 00:42:35,178 --> 00:42:37,263 even though I know it's what's right for me. 973 00:42:37,346 --> 00:42:39,640 So, even though I haven't made a decision about Jordan and I, 974 00:42:39,724 --> 00:42:42,060 I met with my dad to go over this prenup. 975 00:42:42,143 --> 00:42:44,729 And it's been over five years, and I do not remember what's in it. 976 00:42:45,396 --> 00:42:48,024 Ugh, yeah, this is really long. 977 00:42:48,107 --> 00:42:51,277 I, I definitely feel like I need to have, like, a divorce lawyer look at it. 978 00:42:51,360 --> 00:42:53,529 I keep saying, like, Jordan's a hard person to be married to, 979 00:42:53,613 --> 00:42:55,323 but I think he'd be a harder person to divorce. 980 00:42:55,406 --> 00:42:56,407 Yeah. 981 00:42:56,491 --> 00:42:58,076 After looking at my prenup a bit, 982 00:42:58,159 --> 00:43:01,621 we discovered that me and Jordan did not have witnesses sign it. 983 00:43:01,704 --> 00:43:04,373 So, that could mean that the prenup is voided. 984 00:43:04,457 --> 00:43:05,458 Yeah. 985 00:43:06,375 --> 00:43:09,337 -Yeah. Sorry. It's just-- Yeah, it's fine. -Do you want a hug? 986 00:43:09,420 --> 00:43:10,421 [Jessi] No, I'm okay. Thank you, though. 987 00:43:10,505 --> 00:43:11,964 -I'll come out. Thank you. -Okay. 988 00:43:12,632 --> 00:43:15,009 This information has really rattled me, 989 00:43:15,093 --> 00:43:17,970 because I just don't know what that could mean for me, my business, 990 00:43:18,054 --> 00:43:19,764 and the security of my family. 991 00:43:19,847 --> 00:43:23,101 Before we go, I just-- I need to say an announcement. 992 00:43:23,184 --> 00:43:26,604 -I wanted to apologize... -Oh, thank you. 993 00:43:26,687 --> 00:43:28,731 ...for being mean to everybody. 994 00:43:28,815 --> 00:43:29,816 I just feel bad. 995 00:43:29,899 --> 00:43:31,859 And I think I'm also about to start my period. 996 00:43:31,943 --> 00:43:34,403 -So, I'm a little wacky. -I hope you are. 997 00:43:34,487 --> 00:43:36,697 But I'm sorry for being mean to all of you. 998 00:43:36,781 --> 00:43:38,366 I've been snappy, I know. 999 00:43:38,449 --> 00:43:40,034 -Yeah, you have. -I agree. 1000 00:43:40,118 --> 00:43:42,328 I know, but you know that we're all coming from a place of love. 1001 00:43:42,411 --> 00:43:43,955 I don't want you to ever feel attacked. 1002 00:43:44,038 --> 00:43:45,665 Like, yes, we judge a lot of the things you do, 1003 00:43:45,748 --> 00:43:46,874 but it's from a place of love. 1004 00:43:46,958 --> 00:43:48,584 But we hate to see you hurting. 1005 00:43:48,668 --> 00:43:50,002 And it's been like this for a long time. 1006 00:43:50,086 --> 00:43:52,505 I think too, just being like, if you don't wanna hear it, 1007 00:43:52,588 --> 00:43:53,589 that's fine, that's fair. 1008 00:43:53,673 --> 00:43:55,299 Just being like, "Look, I hear you. 1009 00:43:55,383 --> 00:43:58,594 Like, I-- Like, I don't wanna be receptive right now." 1010 00:43:59,095 --> 00:44:01,764 I mean, I, I just have no, uh, nothing else to say anymore. 1011 00:44:01,848 --> 00:44:03,683 -You know? -Yeah. And I think neither do we. 1012 00:44:03,766 --> 00:44:05,101 -Like, about it. -Amen. 1013 00:44:05,184 --> 00:44:07,270 -'Cause you know where we all stand. -[Jen] Preach. 1014 00:44:09,313 --> 00:44:12,692 I do feel like Taylor's apology is genuine, 1015 00:44:12,775 --> 00:44:16,070 but I think, at this point, I'm feeling a little bit weary, 1016 00:44:16,154 --> 00:44:18,739 and we'll be proceeding with caution moving forward. 1017 00:44:19,574 --> 00:44:20,783 Jessi, are you okay? 1018 00:44:22,076 --> 00:44:26,038 Okay. I-- Sorry, um... [groans] 1019 00:44:26,122 --> 00:44:30,084 I went over my prenup with my dad, and I found out it wasn't finished. 1020 00:44:30,168 --> 00:44:32,170 -And so... -[Whitney] Fuck. 1021 00:44:32,253 --> 00:44:33,462 -[Taylor] Wait, what? -Um... 1022 00:44:33,546 --> 00:44:35,381 -[Taylor] What does that mean? -[Jessi] So, me and Jordan signed it, 1023 00:44:35,464 --> 00:44:37,925 but we didn't have witness signatures so it could be all voided. 1024 00:44:38,009 --> 00:44:41,012 And I've just been struggling with that 'cause I just, like... 1025 00:44:49,979 --> 00:44:52,190 I just don't know what will happen. I'll probably lose millions, so... 1026 00:44:52,273 --> 00:44:53,566 Wait, I'm kinda confused. What does that mean? 1027 00:44:53,649 --> 00:44:55,193 [Layla] That means he can take half of her business, 1028 00:44:55,276 --> 00:44:56,485 half of everything that she has. 1029 00:44:56,569 --> 00:44:58,237 -[Miranda] ...half of everything she owns. -Can't they, like, do that now? 1030 00:44:58,321 --> 00:45:00,323 -Can't you do it now? -No, like, it's a prenup. 1031 00:45:00,406 --> 00:45:02,950 So, like, he's entitled to anything in the last five years that I've created. 1032 00:45:03,034 --> 00:45:05,912 And when we got married, I was worth a lot less than I am now. 1033 00:45:05,995 --> 00:45:07,997 [♪ dramatic music playing] 1034 00:45:08,080 --> 00:45:10,625 So, it just sucks. And I'm just like, I don't wanna do that to my family. 1035 00:45:10,708 --> 00:45:12,335 And my dad's, like, my business partner 1036 00:45:12,418 --> 00:45:14,629 and, I mean, I've told you how much I'm worth, like-- 1037 00:45:14,712 --> 00:45:15,796 [Layla] Oh, Jessi, fuck. 1038 00:45:15,880 --> 00:45:17,632 -[Taylor] Do you think he would do that? -I don't know. 1039 00:45:17,715 --> 00:45:19,800 -He is entitled to it, so like-- -He would. 1040 00:45:21,344 --> 00:45:23,221 [Jessi] And I would owe him child support, 1041 00:45:23,304 --> 00:45:24,722 and I would owe him alimony. 1042 00:45:24,805 --> 00:45:27,266 I'm just, like, terrified that I'm putting my family in a bad situation, 1043 00:45:27,350 --> 00:45:28,434 and I'm like, "I'll just stay." 1044 00:45:28,517 --> 00:45:29,852 -It's just hard. -[Layla] You can't stay 1045 00:45:29,936 --> 00:45:31,771 because of this though, Jessi. You're gonna build that money back. 1046 00:45:31,854 --> 00:45:33,898 -No, I know. -Right away. You're so successful. 1047 00:45:33,981 --> 00:45:36,150 There's a reason why you have a multi-million-dollar business. 1048 00:45:36,234 --> 00:45:37,568 You're not dumb when it comes to these things. 1049 00:45:37,652 --> 00:45:39,195 -You're gonna build it back. -I think you'll find a way around it. 1050 00:45:39,278 --> 00:45:41,989 You can't stay in a marriage that you're miserable in for money. 1051 00:45:42,073 --> 00:45:43,699 -Like, your happiness means way more. -I know. 1052 00:45:43,783 --> 00:45:45,284 [Jessi] Jordan has made a lot of changes, 1053 00:45:45,368 --> 00:45:49,372 but if I'm basing it off of the Jordan that I was married to for four years, 1054 00:45:49,455 --> 00:45:51,749 that Jordan would be a very hard person to divorce. 1055 00:45:51,832 --> 00:45:54,001 I think he would be spiteful and vindictive, 1056 00:45:54,085 --> 00:45:56,003 and I think he would play a little bit dirty. 1057 00:45:56,087 --> 00:45:58,130 So, I just kinda have to prepare myself 1058 00:45:58,214 --> 00:46:00,383 that if we do get divorced, it could go that way. 1059 00:46:06,347 --> 00:46:09,350 [♪ upbeat music playing] 1060 00:46:16,983 --> 00:46:19,652 -Are you feeling better? -Me? 1061 00:46:19,735 --> 00:46:20,736 [Jen] Yeah. 1062 00:46:21,445 --> 00:46:22,530 Feeling okay. 1063 00:46:22,613 --> 00:46:24,657 I'ma be honest, I was a little mad that... 1064 00:46:26,701 --> 00:46:28,661 when you told me that you knew about Chicago, 1065 00:46:28,744 --> 00:46:30,162 but didn't say anything to me. 1066 00:46:31,038 --> 00:46:33,708 I can totally see why that would frustrate you. 1067 00:46:33,791 --> 00:46:35,543 Like, when did Zac tell you about it? 1068 00:46:36,043 --> 00:46:37,044 Um... 1069 00:46:39,088 --> 00:46:40,089 sometime last week. 1070 00:46:40,172 --> 00:46:43,092 I see you almost every single day in the studio, and it wasn't like-- 1071 00:46:44,010 --> 00:46:46,679 Like, I even told Conner, I was like, "I had no idea that she knew." 1072 00:46:47,221 --> 00:46:50,057 Not one thing in the studio, not a text, not anything. 1073 00:46:50,141 --> 00:46:52,893 Okay, well, I was also very sick. 1074 00:46:52,977 --> 00:46:56,814 And I'm sorry, not at every given point, 1075 00:46:56,897 --> 00:46:58,065 -I'm thinking about Whitney. -[Whitney] That's how-- 1076 00:46:58,149 --> 00:46:59,233 That's how it always is, Jen. 1077 00:46:59,317 --> 00:47:01,485 You always have all these expectations for everyone else 1078 00:47:01,569 --> 00:47:03,070 to be, to be supportive to you. 1079 00:47:03,154 --> 00:47:05,448 And that expectation is never received. 1080 00:47:05,990 --> 00:47:07,158 -Ever! -'Kay, well, maybe I don't think 1081 00:47:07,241 --> 00:47:09,410 we're actual genuine friends. 1082 00:47:11,120 --> 00:47:12,121 Oh, okay. 1083 00:47:12,997 --> 00:47:16,334 I mean, if you truly were my friend, 1084 00:47:16,417 --> 00:47:20,379 you wouldn't have, then, became friends with the one person that was bullying me 1085 00:47:20,463 --> 00:47:23,299 -during the hardest stage of my life. -'Kay. [scoffs] 1086 00:47:23,382 --> 00:47:25,092 -[Jen] So... -'Kay, let's not deflect. 1087 00:47:25,176 --> 00:47:27,261 -Let's talk about the one thing at hand. -[Jen] I'm, I'm not-- 1088 00:47:27,345 --> 00:47:29,138 -I'm not deflecting. -Was you knew about Chicago 1089 00:47:29,221 --> 00:47:31,932 -and you never said one thing to me ever. -Well, you asked me. 1090 00:47:32,016 --> 00:47:33,934 You asked me why. 1091 00:47:34,018 --> 00:47:35,770 I don't really trust Whitney. 1092 00:47:35,853 --> 00:47:38,439 She is best friends with Demi. 1093 00:47:38,522 --> 00:47:41,067 [crew member] You guys kiss. Whit-- Like, what if she's holding back-- 1094 00:47:41,150 --> 00:47:42,151 [crew exclaims] 1095 00:47:42,234 --> 00:47:44,904 So, how could I be genuine friends with her? 1096 00:47:44,987 --> 00:47:46,947 I even texted you after I found out you were sick 1097 00:47:47,031 --> 00:47:48,449 'cause I wanted to make sure you were okay. 1098 00:47:48,532 --> 00:47:50,284 No response. Nothing. 1099 00:47:50,368 --> 00:47:51,660 -Zero. Nada. -Okay, well, maybe it's because 1100 00:47:51,744 --> 00:47:53,954 I don't think we have a genuine friendship. 1101 00:47:56,624 --> 00:47:58,876 I don't think you actually care about me. 1102 00:47:59,543 --> 00:48:02,338 I actually don't think you care about anyone else in this group but yourself. 1103 00:48:02,421 --> 00:48:03,422 [Whitney] What is going on? 1104 00:48:03,506 --> 00:48:05,508 [Jen] You were nice to me during season two 1105 00:48:05,591 --> 00:48:06,884 because it benefited you. 1106 00:48:06,967 --> 00:48:08,677 And the minute I left, 1107 00:48:08,761 --> 00:48:10,262 -you went and became friends... -What the fuck! 1108 00:48:10,346 --> 00:48:13,182 -...with the one person who was bullying-- -Jen, no one wanted you around. 1109 00:48:13,265 --> 00:48:16,352 I was the one that vouched for you every fucking time! 1110 00:48:16,435 --> 00:48:18,312 -[Jen] You didn't vouch for me. -Me. Yes, I did! 1111 00:48:18,396 --> 00:48:19,397 -[Jen] When Demi-- -Every time. 1112 00:48:19,480 --> 00:48:22,108 When everyone was talking shit about you in Arizona, 1113 00:48:22,191 --> 00:48:24,026 who stood up for you? 1114 00:48:24,110 --> 00:48:25,361 Me! I did! 1115 00:48:25,444 --> 00:48:27,279 Question of the day: where's Jen? 1116 00:48:27,363 --> 00:48:29,198 She is pregnant. 1117 00:48:29,281 --> 00:48:31,951 -A Band-Aid baby. Yay! -What? 1118 00:48:32,034 --> 00:48:33,828 The babies don't Band-Aid anything. 1119 00:48:33,911 --> 00:48:37,790 I am so shocked. Right now, there needs to be more understanding. 1120 00:48:37,873 --> 00:48:40,376 -For the love of God-- -If you were my friend, you... 1121 00:48:40,459 --> 00:48:42,711 -For the love of God-- No. -...wouldn't have come back to MomTok... 1122 00:48:42,795 --> 00:48:44,964 -No. -...just to take Dancing with the Stars, 1123 00:48:45,047 --> 00:48:47,091 -which you knew was a dream of mine. -Right. Right. 1124 00:48:47,174 --> 00:48:50,302 First of all, Jen, you don't, you don't own that dream! 1125 00:48:50,386 --> 00:48:52,096 -You don't own it! -[Jen] I'm not, I'm not saying-- 1126 00:48:52,179 --> 00:48:53,931 -Anyone can have that dream. -[Jen] I'm not saying it's-- 1127 00:48:54,014 --> 00:48:57,268 Anyone in this cast can go on Dancing with the fucking Stars. 1128 00:48:57,351 --> 00:49:01,272 I'm just saying, it's how you did it that matters. 1129 00:49:01,355 --> 00:49:03,691 Because no one wanted me around! 1130 00:49:03,774 --> 00:49:06,318 And then I came back, and I built relationships again. 1131 00:49:06,402 --> 00:49:08,404 -Well, yeah. When you-- -I built a relationship again 1132 00:49:08,487 --> 00:49:11,657 with Mikayla, with every fucking person in this group. 1133 00:49:11,740 --> 00:49:14,326 -[Jen] Okay. -[Whitney] Stop deflecting. I support you. 1134 00:49:14,410 --> 00:49:17,705 I'm so sick of you having this expectation of every single person in this group. 1135 00:49:17,788 --> 00:49:19,081 [Jen] I haven't had any expectations. 1136 00:49:19,165 --> 00:49:20,166 -Yes, you do! -Do you guys feel-- 1137 00:49:20,249 --> 00:49:22,042 Do you guys feel like I've had an expectation? 1138 00:49:23,002 --> 00:49:26,714 I will say that I feel like if we weren't to show complete support for you right now 1139 00:49:26,797 --> 00:49:28,632 with Dancing with the Stars, I feel like we would hear it later. 1140 00:49:29,550 --> 00:49:31,385 -You know? -[Jen] No! Not at all. 1141 00:49:31,469 --> 00:49:34,513 It definitely feels like there's a major disconnect with Whitney and Jen 1142 00:49:34,597 --> 00:49:36,056 from MomTok as a whole. 1143 00:49:36,140 --> 00:49:38,684 Sometimes, they kind of lose sight that they wouldn't get these opportunities 1144 00:49:38,767 --> 00:49:40,895 if it wasn't for MomTok in general. 1145 00:49:40,978 --> 00:49:44,982 Remembering to connect with the people that brought you to where you are is, 1146 00:49:45,065 --> 00:49:46,400 in my opinion, very important. 1147 00:49:46,817 --> 00:49:48,194 Like, from what I remember, 1148 00:49:48,277 --> 00:49:50,654 it very much felt like Whitney was there for you at that time. 1149 00:49:50,738 --> 00:49:53,324 If you were truly there for me, 1150 00:49:53,407 --> 00:49:55,242 then why become friends with the one person-- 1151 00:49:55,326 --> 00:49:57,036 Dude, dude, shut the fuck up! 1152 00:49:57,119 --> 00:49:58,370 I can separate the two. 1153 00:49:58,454 --> 00:50:00,956 I can be friends with someone and be friends with someone else. 1154 00:50:01,040 --> 00:50:03,375 I can do that. I can do that. 1155 00:50:03,459 --> 00:50:05,753 And we had a talk at my house 1156 00:50:05,836 --> 00:50:08,631 when I invited your family to stay with me. 1157 00:50:08,714 --> 00:50:09,924 We had that chat. 1158 00:50:10,007 --> 00:50:12,134 I said, "Does that make you uncomfortable?" 1159 00:50:12,218 --> 00:50:14,136 And you said, "No." 1160 00:50:14,220 --> 00:50:17,723 'Cause I didn't want there to be any underlying contention or hard feelings 1161 00:50:17,806 --> 00:50:21,060 just because you guys know that we get along with Demi and Bret. 1162 00:50:21,143 --> 00:50:24,480 Yeah, it's honestly-- I would rather not even talk about it. 1163 00:50:24,563 --> 00:50:25,689 -I'm over it. -[Jen] I'm just telling you 1164 00:50:25,773 --> 00:50:26,774 my honest feelings. 1165 00:50:26,857 --> 00:50:28,943 It's not your honest feelings, Jen. You're being manipulative. 1166 00:50:29,026 --> 00:50:30,694 -[Jen] I'm not being manipulative. -That's what it is. 1167 00:50:30,778 --> 00:50:31,820 -Yes, you are! -[Jen] I'm just telling you 1168 00:50:31,904 --> 00:50:33,030 -genuinely how I feel. -Yes, you are! 1169 00:50:33,113 --> 00:50:36,283 We started the conversation with me sharing how I felt, 1170 00:50:36,367 --> 00:50:38,285 -how you knew about Chicago for a week. -[Jen] Do you hear yourself? 1171 00:50:38,369 --> 00:50:40,120 Yeah, I do, 'cause I'm so fucking pissed! 1172 00:50:40,204 --> 00:50:41,247 -Do you see-- -I'm over it! 1173 00:50:41,330 --> 00:50:42,873 Do you see the way that you're screaming at me? 1174 00:50:42,957 --> 00:50:44,458 [Whitney] Yes! I do. Everyone can see. 1175 00:50:44,542 --> 00:50:47,044 How are we supposed to have a healthy conversation? 1176 00:50:47,127 --> 00:50:48,796 [Whitney] This isn't a healthy conversation. 1177 00:50:48,879 --> 00:50:49,880 -Exactly. -I'm letting it out 1178 00:50:49,964 --> 00:50:52,007 because I've held it in for so fucking long! 1179 00:50:52,091 --> 00:50:54,760 I have been there for you. You have not been there for me. 1180 00:50:54,843 --> 00:50:56,095 -[Jen] No, you have not. -I texted you, I said, 1181 00:50:56,178 --> 00:50:58,639 "How are you doing?" You ghost me. "How are you doing?" You ghost me. 1182 00:50:58,722 --> 00:51:00,432 You sent me one text. 1183 00:51:01,183 --> 00:51:03,936 [Mikayla] It's almost like deja vu that I'm sitting here watching this happen. 1184 00:51:04,019 --> 00:51:06,355 Everything that Whitney is saying to Jen 1185 00:51:06,438 --> 00:51:08,857 was the issues that I was having with Whitney. 1186 00:51:08,941 --> 00:51:10,859 So, I'm like, "Whose side am I on here?" 1187 00:51:10,943 --> 00:51:13,404 The Chicago thing was the tipping point, Jen. 1188 00:51:13,487 --> 00:51:15,322 -[Jen] Okay. -I see you every day, 1189 00:51:15,406 --> 00:51:17,241 and not once could you have said, 1190 00:51:17,324 --> 00:51:20,786 "Hey, congrats, that's so exciting for you!" 1191 00:51:20,869 --> 00:51:24,540 Because we're not friends? What the fuck is going on? 1192 00:51:25,624 --> 00:51:27,626 I definitely feel like sometimes there's a battle 1193 00:51:27,710 --> 00:51:30,713 between friendship and fame within this group. 1194 00:51:30,796 --> 00:51:35,134 And with Taylor and her toxic relationship with Dakota, 1195 00:51:35,217 --> 00:51:37,636 sometimes, I worry about MomTok's future. 1196 00:51:37,720 --> 00:51:39,638 [Whitney] What the fuck? You just said that to me, 1197 00:51:39,722 --> 00:51:41,098 that you don't feel like we're friends. 1198 00:51:41,181 --> 00:51:42,683 Okay, then, fuck you! 1199 00:51:43,225 --> 00:51:44,226 Holy shit! 1200 00:51:44,310 --> 00:51:47,271 [♪ dramatic music playing] 1201 00:51:55,821 --> 00:51:57,573 What the fuck is going on? Fuck you! 1202 00:51:57,656 --> 00:52:01,076 Whitney only cares about Whitney, and she knows that I hold power. 1203 00:52:01,160 --> 00:52:02,661 Someone needs to hold her accountable. 1204 00:52:02,745 --> 00:52:04,705 This isn't easy for anyone, Zac. 1205 00:52:04,788 --> 00:52:07,333 -No, I never said it was. -All of us are mentally unwell. 1206 00:52:07,416 --> 00:52:08,751 -I can tell. -[Whitney scoffs] 1207 00:52:08,834 --> 00:52:10,544 [♪ dramatic music playing] 1208 00:52:10,628 --> 00:52:12,630 I'm so exhausted all the time because I don't eat. 1209 00:52:12,713 --> 00:52:15,007 Like, I know that it's going too far and I can't stop. 1210 00:52:15,090 --> 00:52:17,926 [Dakota] This is Taylor's last night before she flies off to The Bachelorette. 1211 00:52:18,010 --> 00:52:19,094 I would love to be with Taylor. 1212 00:52:19,178 --> 00:52:21,180 But is that your plan is to wait for her? 1213 00:52:21,263 --> 00:52:23,807 She filled my head with all this hope now, and I don't know what to think. 1214 00:52:23,891 --> 00:52:25,893 [Taylor] Do I choose me and, and what makes me happy? 1215 00:52:25,976 --> 00:52:27,269 There's a lot of pain. 1216 00:52:27,353 --> 00:52:29,188 I think there's a lot of things we've done to hurt each other. 1217 00:52:29,271 --> 00:52:31,023 It doesn't have to be this way. 1218 00:52:31,106 --> 00:52:32,816 [Mikayla] Her plane leaves in an hour. 1219 00:52:32,900 --> 00:52:35,861 Maybe there's a chance that she just ends up choosing me at the end. 1220 00:52:35,944 --> 00:52:38,030 Can you just admit that you still love me? 1221 00:52:38,739 --> 00:52:39,907 [♪ dramatic music playing] 1222 00:52:39,990 --> 00:52:41,950 -Woo! -Woo! 1223 00:52:42,034 --> 00:52:43,535 Wait, where's Taylor? 1224 00:52:43,619 --> 00:52:45,162 [♪ music distorts, fades] 1225 00:52:49,166 --> 00:52:52,169 ♪♪ 1226 00:52:55,297 --> 00:52:59,843 ♪ Baby, I know you will come around sooner or later ♪ 1227 00:52:59,927 --> 00:53:01,095 ♪ Took you some time ♪ 1228 00:53:01,178 --> 00:53:03,180 ♪ But the trains never wait ♪ 1229 00:53:03,263 --> 00:53:06,433 ♪ Tastes better when you take your time and savor ♪ 1230 00:53:06,517 --> 00:53:10,062 ♪ I'm into you and all of your flavors ♪ 1231 00:53:10,145 --> 00:53:13,399 ♪ I'm not surprised 'cause I found it on the inside ♪ 1232 00:53:13,482 --> 00:53:16,610 ♪ I knew one day that our hearts would collide ♪